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I Need Some Sleep -The Eels

I can't sleep at all. My body just won't let me. One of my best friends, K, is depressed about something and he won't tell me. He's almost never upset around me so I'm scared. I fear that his girlfriend broke up with him, but I feel that's a bit extreme to think. It might be family problems, as his mother's a raging psycho bitch, but I doubt it this late at night. The easiest thing to think is that he's stressed out from school, but I don't know. He says he'll tell me tomorrow, but I'm still worried about him.

On top of this, I'm really missing someone I shouldn't. Someone I have no chance with. It's hard to accept that. There are a lot of nights where I tell myself that I don't deserve her friendship or her affection. That I know she makes me happy and I can't be happy. If I harbor feelings for her like I fear I do, I have to keep them locked away. It's for her own safety.

I'm so tired, guys. I need sleep.