Diary of Monalisa Deminie

For better or for worse.

2005

My life kept moving on quite fine for a while , My parents got richer . I got new stuff almost everyday . Till this very traumatizing event took place that was going to change my life for better or for worse obviously for worse....

After my 13th birthday , my mum gave birth to a bouncing baby boy and my parents and I were very happy . As he grew up something happened , I won't say something a lot happened .

2006

One evening , My family and I were about to go to church for a vigil . My mum was still getting ready while I carried my brother and held his bag and phone . We were waiting for my parents to finish getting ready . Then we heard my neighbor scream " Fire, Fire, Fire somebody help". We were all alarmed and we ran out of the house as the fire was getting very close to our house but my dad my fell and my mum ran to pick him but no I never saw them again . My mum and dad never came out . I stood as my world came crashing down , my only friends left the world . My life was shattered and battered , I didn't know what to do but I held my brother and remained calm . My neighbor called the fire department and by the time they came everything was gone . My mum and dad had burnt to ashes nothing was left of them but a few bones . So the fire department brought out their ashes at least we thought it was theirs cause everything burnt not even a single paper remained but anyways they brought it out and asked me to bury it somewhere . I screamed and cried without a clue of where to go or who to run to all that remained was in my house was a flower my dad gave me before we moved out of Washington I won't say it remained cause it was outside the house, my dad pushed it out when he fell like he knew or sensed that he was going to die and wanted me to have some memories to hold on to . Fortunately, it escaped the fire I wished my parents did when I picked the flower I held it as though I had never seen a flower like that before but this one was special very special so were my parents .

The fire department asked me to follow them in their truck and I went with them and they took me to a foster home all I had with me was my phone with very few contacts and chats and $ 3000 that my mum gave to me to keep with one of my most prized possessions , the flower my dad gave me . I vowed to never let anything happen to my brother or my flower . I was going to miss my parents real fucking bad but what could I do . I went to a beautiful river to enjoy the serenity of the river and I thought of throwing my parent's ashes in there so I brought it out of my silver bag and it was wrapped in golden paper which one of the fire department guys offered to give me . I threw their ashes into the water as I said a little prayer that their souls may rest in absolute perfect peace as I threw it that made me cry even more cause I was letting go of them forever . They were gone and never coming back .

The lady in charge of the foster home told me that she would not allow my brother to and she referred to him as a scum bag and a bitch and in my mind I was like :

" WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS SHITTING ASS HOLE LIKE WHAT IS HER PROBLEM LIKE IS SHE FUCKING STUPID CAUSE WHEN YOU SEE SOMEONE IT'S NOT SO POLITE TO CALL THEM A SCUMBAG AND A BITCH BUT SHE SHOULD GUESS WHAT SHE'S WORSE THAT A BITCH SHE'S AN OLD HAG THAT DOESN'T DESERVE TO LIVE " but I just said that in my mind so no one else but me heard I just gave her a death glare and she was scared like she was scared but then she got all serious and told me to get the fuck outta here and my little baggage I couldn't stand and watch this woman insult me like am some piece of junk I ran out of the foster home and the children just laughed at me . I ran out not knowing where to go so I stopped for a while and cried . I held my brother and his bag full of clothes and food . I stopped at a shop and bought some food as I was hungry . I went through my contact list and found my aunt's number and I called her and told her everything and she told me to come over to her house . Obviously I was going to go there I didn't need instructions to know whether to come or not . I had nowhere else to go but there....

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