Everything I wanted

the beginning

It wasn’t intentional. Being in control was all she knew
It was obvious in her everyday life. The stereotypical high school cheer leader; except she wasn’t blonde and she didn’t cheer. She was a ballet dancer and every cheer leader wished to be her. 
She wasn’t the girl that had a fling every week but the girl boys never dared to look at. Everyone tiptoed around her and she fucking loved it. What was better than power?
It was all she saw and all she grabbed from the society. Amy couldn’t resist the urge to want everyone at her feet. Her father was a very controlling man, she saw him oppress her mom all her life and there was nothing she could do. She was born to one of the most powerful drug lords in the city and her mom was just one of the numerous whores her father had. Of course having a child for Luigi didn’t guarantee your wellbeing: just a roof over your head and the fact that you’d be untouchable within his territory. Once you were out you never really mattered to him. Amy couldn’t bring herself to see the evil her father committed. He was her hero after all
Her mom never stood up to her dad. He could take all she owned and even her life in less than a minute.
He treated her differently and she didn’t know why. Rumors had it that her mom was his favorite whore at that time. She was beautiful. What more did you expect from an Italian father and a mother that was Latino? She was the only child that had her father’s full support and admiration. Luigi never missed his daughter’s performances. Amy was skilled at ballet and painting; she didn’t have one bad performance
Her father was so proud of her and never failed to show her off to his friends. As good as he was to her in her eyes; he was deadly to everyone else.  Nobody dared to look him in the eye. He was poison in the form of a human being. She worshipped him as he did to her.