When Will I Find Someone to Call Mine

"Thomas, wake up, hun.."Ana Jayy said soothingly. I groaned and rolled over. "Who let you in, Ana?" I asked. "Your dog... Fucking idiot, who do you think let me in?"she asked. "Fuck, me mum.."I groaned, my Irish accent standing out a bit. She laughed an punched my arm. "Get up, we've got work to do."she said. "Oh, for fucks sake, Ana, lemme sleep!"I snapped. "No, get up, you asshole."She said and giggled. I threw my pillow at her as he exited my room. "Annoying twat.."I mumbled and got up. I fixed my hair, which I really only had to flip in order for it to be perfect. I put my Bring Me The Horizon shirt on, black skinny jeans that were ripped at the knees, a few assorted band bracelets, my black and red gauges, and a grey beanie. I walked out of my room, my headphones in, trying to avoid my mum, dad, Wendy my younger sister, and Colby my older brother. I'm the middle child, obviously, and it really kinda sorta fucking sucks. I grabbed an apple and a water from the fridge. My earbuds were ripped out of my ears. "Listen to me, faggot, you don't fucking disrespect Wendy, Colby, OR your mother!"My father yelled drunkenly. Did I also tell you my parents are horrible to me? No?!? Okay. "Nice to see you too, dad..."I said. He slapped me and I smirked. "It's gonna take more than that, you fucking prick."I told him fearlessly. Yeah, his weak slap stung some, but I'm tough. He yelled put in frustration. "You're such an ignorant prick!"he yelled and stomped away. "Like father, like son!"I yelled after him and put my headphones back in my ears. I made my way outside with my apple and bottled water. Ana was waiting at her car. "Get a move on, Thomas, we're going to be late!"She yelled. "Oh, fuck it, Ana, skip the meeting!"I yelled back. "Fine! Then you've got no ride, sir!"She threatened. "Ugh, fine."I said. She squealed and jumped up in the air. I got in the passenger side and we drove off to her "Gay Singles" meeting. I honestly didn't know they let 17 year olds go too. "Ana, are you sure they'll let us in?"I asked. "Yeah, they have them for us too..."She said. She drove us to a building and stopped. "Ana, why are we here? You promised you wouldn't come back!"I snapped. "Oh hush! I just needed the extra money is all.."She trailed off. "Dammit Ana! I'll give you the money, now, get back in the fucking car and take me to this god damn meeting!"I screamed. She hesitated, but obeyed. We drove off towards the Rec. Center in town. I looked out the window and said,"I'm sorry if I scare you when I yelled... I just don wanna lose my best friend because she can't pay her drug dealer back..." I looked to her, tears forming in my eyes. "I'm so sorry, Thomas, for ever thinking about going back... After I got out of rehab, a buddy of mine invited me to do a couple of lines with him, and I did... I'm so so so sorry, Thomas..."She cried. She pulled into a parking spot and kept crying. "Which buddy?"I asked, looking at my hands. "Bruce.. Please don't hurt him, Thomas..."She begged. I thought for a moment. "Can I trust that you won't do any more drugs?"I asked. "Yes, yes you can trust me.."She said. "Cross your heart?"I asked, suspiciously. She nodded her head and made an invisible 'X' with her index finger. "Alright, let's go to this meeting shall we?"I asked. She chuckled a bit and we got out and walked into the Rec. Center. Okay, so, I guess I haven't really introduced myself or my family or Ana Jayy, have I? Nope! Okay, my name is Thomas Jason Walsh and I'm a gay, scene 17 year old who I hated by most. Family? My mum and dad, Jennifer and Tristan Walsh have been married for almost 10 years. My sister, Abigail Wendy Elizabeth Walsh, is 14 years old and is probably one of the biggest sluts I've ever met in my life. My brother, Colby Rae Walsh, is almost 20 and still lives under my mum and dads roof. Pathetic, I know. And finally, my lovely best friend, Anastasia Collette Holmes, is like me, but girl version. She's 17 gay and scene.