I wish
For the old me
Happy me
The me whose world was never her upside down
I wish
For my family to be together again
For my boys not to have to worry about visitation
For the man I love to pick him up in his arms and hold me once more and tell me what the world is going to be okay
I wish
for the things we planned
For the deals we struck
For the promises we made
But most of all
I wish
I was dead
So it wouldn't have to know this pain
So it wouldn't have to worry about walking away from the best thing that ever happened
So you wouldn't see that everything you do slowly kills me
So I wouldn't have to slowly die anymore
