Faded (sander side)

chapter 4

Deceit view

(a couple of week later)

Thomas suddenly summons me after the hole surprise gift to his friend fiasco was over and for the past half hour the room has been deadly silent and I mean deadly because I was faced with to menacing death glares Romeo and spook-liet over there. now I am feed up with this.

"So yer it has been a wonderful silent but I am gona stay now, so hi" and just as I am about to creep into my shadows

Thomas : "wait Deceit, thank you" he say and I'm utterly shocked he thank me someone he hated why

"wh..what why not thank me" I am so lost and so are his other sides

he took a deep breath " because it was your idea and with out it this hole plan would have failed, I know lying is bad" 'of cause it is' I think sarcastically " but I guess it is okay to lie sometime and I will try to taking some of the idea you bring to the table" I..I can't believe he's thanking me h...he even want to listen to me i'm so happy

"th..thank you, no thank you not much" I said with a couple of tears running down my eye they all look at me astonished and why my voice change the look in my eyes change my bad guy persona was gone 'crap'.

Thomas: "Deceit are you crying" shock shown in his voice. okay so did the one thing I could think of.

I shift in to Patton and say: "oh Thomas you are so not a fool you really didn't think I was not grateful haha (shift into Roman) oh no Thomas you didn't give your trust don't you know (shift Virgil) you can always trust a liar and I am not (back to me) the embodiment of your lies Thomas" I say with a cold smirk and he look at me with sadness? what!, but the other ( you can guess who) looked at me with anger and morality disappointed and judgmental eye that made me S.I.C.K. and with that I sunk back into the shadow where I belong. they all stood their in silent for a moment before storm cloud sunk out muttering "I told you" and then the rest followed after an hour of talk about something i wasn't listening to because I was trying to keep myself from having a f**king break down.

(hour later)

i have just shut my door and went to the bathroom mirror, took a deep breath and let it out,

" what the not f**king hell was that, they didn't saw it they saw my not true self and my so not true emotions, what the hell am I not gona do now" I leave the bathroom and start to passing my room up and down mumbling to myself panicking. then a knock at my door snaps me out of it, I shoot my head up and made my way to the door I slowly open it out of suspicion because no one ever came to my door. I look at the little gape I made to see logic here on the dark sides domain!! and as fast as I could step out of my room shutting the door behind me hoping he did not see my room.

Logan: "salutation Deceit may I speak to you for a breath moment."

I look to my left to my right before pulling him to a shadow that was left by the closet by my door and we walk into the shadow into his room, I throw him on the bed "what" venom dripping from my voice.

he look so shocked and confused "what... how did... why did you.." "because logic you are not an ideate first what not in the name of hell were you not thinking when not going to the dark parts of the mind, oh right you were thinking and not secondly why do you not come to me of no people to not disturb, please don't bother the other light sides with your trivial ideas" I say annoyed. he looked at me then cleared his throat.

"well first I always think I am Thomas's logic (Deceit eye roll) and to explain why I was... wait did you call my ideas important" I blush abet, thank god for consoler "yes of cause I did" "yes you did you said trivial in you lying voice and by that notion it mean the opposite of what you say" I was shocked to say the least "how didn't you know about my voice" "I am logic I know all (eye roll) and to answer the peeves question of why I was in the dark area is to see you now it my turn how did me get to my room"

no ones view

Dee: "that did answer the question why did you not want to see me, plus the dark is totally not dangerous or life threatening in anyway, could not have die a heavenly death"

Logan:" Deceit we side can not die but yes I do know that the dark area of Thomas's mind is unsafe but I wanted to talk with you Deceit I want to finger out what part you play in Thomas's life"

Dee: "okay fine but you can not only ask three answers"

Logan:" okay first how are we in my room"

Dee: "it is not one of my side ability's, I can't also hid in other peoples shadow as well as watch from the shadows where everyone can sense me and I am visible to all eyes, I can't go anywhere and everyone would know, I can't be watching you guys at any time"

Logan: "second what are these side ability's you mentioned, I have never heard of them"

Deceit: " well first side abilities is not something we all have, it is not something that can help us with are jobs sometime often but I do know why we have them they are not different from gifs because you don't have to unlock it or it mite not activate in a curtain circumstances plus they are not one of a kind"

Logan: "what exactly are these gift you are talking about"

Deceit: "you really do know everything do you oh wrong it was not my job to help you guys with this" a confused look appeared on Logan's face but he was out of question to ask so just continued to listen " well anyway gift are not what you born with, not like how I can't shape sift or how Re & Roman can't summon things, we can't all do it but some aren't stronger than other, it can't be big things not like that and small thing not like eyesight, people range of vocabulary memory or IQ"

Logan: "I see" he say while writing it down "thank you Deceit for all of this information"

(sorry for my bad spelling and such I hope you like what you read please leave me your opinion, 1179 words)