My Heart It Breaks

My heart will mend

And then it will bend

Ill watch it break

Once again, I don't know how much I can take

I lost myself in my own world and I don't know how to get back

My heart is broken and it's under attack

The monster in me is taking over, it scares me

And while I feel this and watch it everyone sees a smile, they are blind they can't see

I'm hidden under everything

My best friend who I call Ching

I can't even feel her support or love it's like it's useless it's like she's not even there anymore

She found someone else to care for

And it hurts me, it kills my core

But that's fine I guess, cause I'd rather it be worth something then nothing

And while I go through all this psychotic things ill look fine and pretend I be something.