Elise Monroe, Killed by Love

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I thought it was over. I hoped I had found peace. I had got used to calling him. The moment i pressed the call button it didn't go through. My heart throbbed hard. I texted him it didn't go through. Ever messaging platform. BLOCKED. Why so randomly? WHY NOW? I was happy. Were her words true about me annoying him? Did he really feel like i always bother him?

My name is Elise Monroe, I come to say love is beautiful. Its like a palette of all the beautiful colors. It can also be terrorizing. By now word of my death is out. Yes, i'm one of many victims of one-sided love. Before it felt like i was stabbed every aching thing "he" said. I used to think i was happy if i had him. I was happy with him. I was shown a new world. A wonderful world. Very different from the hell i lived in before. My last words are of regret, not regretting loving you but regretting not telling you. I don't really have friends to say bye to. I cant understand why anyone would cry because of my death. Why cry about someone you didn't truly know. Jordan knew about me, he knew the real Elise. He didn't pity me. He tried to listen and learn to make it better. Because of this December,January, February, and march were my only months of happiness. My moments of happiness with you. The word Blocked hurt me a lot. It struck harder than anything I've ever felt.

Elise Monroe loved him with everything she had. In the end, she still didn't have much to give. Those feelings came back but I knew things would never be the same. I can't have that same light. It was dim and dull.

Not the same burning flame full of energy. Each ending in heartbreak. It's like I couldn't have enough. I was soon to crackdown. I only wish that he was happy. His smile made me smile. Peace I found it at last.

What she didn't know was Jordan was not bothered by her. In fact he wasn't even the one who blocked her. "She" did it to keep Elise from her boyfriend. By the time he could unblock her and explain it was too late.

A letter found in her lap at the scene of her death:

Dear Jordan

By now you may have heard of my death. I don't blame you. Even though you may or may not care. I wanted to say I love you. I couldn't even bring myself to say it before. Live your life good. Be sure before you admit love. Something like love is powerful and deadly. Maybe we will meet again . I hope to see you in another lifetime.

From Elise Monroe

Elise Alicia Monroe found dead on her bed in one hand a bottle of wine and the other a pill bottle completely empty. The doctors announced it as OD. In the end, Elise never knew, he didn't care about her. She shielded that from herself to have something. He was a light in her world but there are windy days. It rains sometimes. They weren't meant for each other. She wanted them to be, but fate had other plans. The police who investigated her journals determined the case as bullying. Lawsuit after lawsuit Elise never received the justice she deserved. Some say her sister found her dead eyes open and tears dripping down. Someone filled with so much sadness held on for so long, she kept all those feelings balled up. Jordan heard of her death, he attended the funeral but expressionless. No sadness or guilt from him. He still is destined to hurt her even six feet under.  After Elise's death he and "her" broke up. He still visits her grave each year. People at her school, rapidly mourning with deceit. Saying they knew her so well and she was such a friendly person. When each and every one of them plays a part in her death. Her story shocks those who hear it. She came up with the title before she popped the pill.
Elise Monroe, killed by Love