Catarina
"Hero be careful" I giggle quietly as Hero is leading me somewhere with his hands on my eyes. Today is my birthday and at first I thought he didn't know about it, but now this whole situation seems like a surprise party even more. "And we are here" Hero lets go off my eyes and the view in front of me completely shocks me. The room is huge, the dark, but yet colorful lights are lightening it and there is a lot of people. When I look closer, those are my friends from college, but the good ones of course. Lately I have been wondering if I have more people who hate me or who love me, but now I see that it doesn't matter, I am thankful for everyone who loves me. "You like it?" Hero asks smiling and I immediately jump in his arms hugging him tightly. "I love it!!! Thank you so much!!" I am the kind of the person who was never really able to afford luxurious and fancy things for my birthday so things like this and even some small things really make me happy. Of course, I am not with Hero only because of his money, I'd be with him even if he was the poorest guy ever because I believe that money doesn't define his character, I fell in love with his personallity. "Don't thank me babe, let's dance" Hero says and I nod my head smiling. "Alright, let me just greet everyone" Hero nods and I walk to my friends. Damn I am 21 already, 20 for me was probably the worst yet the best year of my life, I met so many amazing people, but also a lot of enemies too. I still have the same best friend and I am thankful for that, the drugs took away my boyfriend and I am pretty sure I found the love of my life. I'd love to change the past about Chad, but that would probably mean I would never meet Hero and when I think of that I am happy I can't change the past.
I am on this party for almost two hours and I already dance with Kristina and the girls, danced with Hero and had him fingering me, but I was still not brave enough to drink alcohol. Last time I was drunk I turned into a beast and I know it's my birthday, but I don't want that to cause problems between me and Hero again because I can't stop my drunk self from saying or doing something stupid. All of a sudden the music stops, everyone stays quiet, the lights turn into normal and the door opens leaving us all confused, but then my mood falls from super happy to totally pissed and ready to beat that plastic woman. Yes, if your guess was Melanie coming into the door you guessed right.
"What are you doing here Melanie?" I stand up and I can feel Hero grabbing my hand, but I let go of it before he could push me to himself. I know I need someone to stop me from fighting with this girl because all she wants is drama and she pisses me off on purpose, but I can't control my violence hormones. This was the only good birthday in the last few years and now she will probably ruin it. "I don't like being the only one who wasn't invited to a party so I thought of inviting myself" she shrugs her shoulders innocently and I roll my eyes. I don't even want to know on which dirty way she found out for this party. I am already pissed and I need fresh air.
"Know what Melanie!? Go fuck yourself, honestly, you might have History with my boyfriend and you might be jealous of me currently and you might have something with my ex now, but I don't care, I never did anything to you, I even saved you from Chad, I don't owe you any money or whatever you sluts like so please fuck off from me and Hero and my friends, he already gave you what you wanted and you won't get anything else no matter how hard you try so go, go and be someone's else plastic nightmare!"
I yell my lungs out straight at Melanie face and my asthma attack is slowly appearing here, but I don't care. Before anyone else can say or do something I run away from my own party still trying to catch my breath back. Maybe I overreacted too much, but all he little pisses of from her now collected in one huge disaster and everything exploded from me. All of the noises on the street are buzzing in my head and everything seems so blurry as I run faster and faster. I am feeling weak, I am sweating as I get in the middle of the woods, but still keep running and running. My heart is beating not normally fast and I feel like the air is about to be gone. When I stop running I turn around myself to see where did my legs bring me. Everything is really dark and cold, too cold and too dark, also too silent. I have never been a fan of the woods so my anxiety grows and my lungs seem to give up of working harder than usual so I feel everything around me spinning and the whole picture in front of my eyes turns black.
