✔︎The day you left me (Katsudeku)

Part 11!! 🌟

-Izuku-

Even though he knew what was going to happen he still stuck with me. I really wish he was gone he's just gonna hurt himself. I thought as I looked at Bakugou. He looked back at me and smiled. I was stuck in this damn bed and people had to take care of me. If my life is gonna continue like this I would rather die. The world felt dark and cold, I wanted nothing more than for this shit to end. I'm hurting everyone around me, and I don't think my heart can take anymore.

"You know I love you right?" Bakugou said as I was lost in thought. It hurt, everything hurt. "I don't think you should anymore." I sighed. He looked at me with his god forsaken eyes filled with despair. This is my fault he wouldn't be in so much pain if I just distanced myself. If I were just dead already he would fall in love with someone else and be happier. "You're probably thinking about how weak I am." I said giving him a hopeless smile. He glared at me, I was expecting him to explode right then and there. "What makes you think that!" He yelled as I flinched. "Don't think I forgot how many times you bullied me, you harmed me and no one can change that Bakugou! no matter how much you try to redeem yourself. Admit it, admit that you want to beat me up. I know deep inside you are the same Katsuki Bakugou you were in middle school!" I said getting frustrated, I looked up to see Katsuki with tears in his eyes. I had to push him away no matter how much it hurt. "Fuck you." He spat as he got up from his chair. "I tried to redeem myself! But all you wanna do right now is try to bring up the past. You're worst then I was in middle school! You should have just told me that you were tired of my shit and not play with my fucking emotions! guess what," He paused. "We. are. DONE." He said before leaving the room. Right then and there I broke down.

💫*+ Time skip +* 🌙

Without him I found myself alone, more alone than I have ever been. The room reeked of medicine and hand sanitizer. I shouldn't have said all of that but I had to push him away, but why did it feel so bad? It hurt more than a bullet to the heart although I've never been shot in the heart. especially those last three words he said. I didn't expect him to end it that fast. I did the right thing, right?    I thought to myself as I felt warm tears on my skin, I screamed and cried until the doctors rushed into my room.

💫(POV change :D) 🌙

When I got to my house I was so frustrated. I tried but it was hopeless from the start. Of course he wouldn't forgive all of the shit I've done who would? He's right I probably am the same Bakugou from middle school so why even try, but even so I need to be there with him. I was acting based on my stupid emotions I should go back there.

I grabbed the keys to the car but my mother stopped me. "Where the hell do you think you're going at ten o'clock at night?" She asked giving me a disapointed look. "To the hospital." I responded. "You should take a break from that place." She chuckled grabbing the keys out of my hand. "But Izuku, I can't just leave him."  I said trying to snatch the keys back. "Who said you're leabing him? I just want you to take a break maybe get some ice cream." She laughed placing the keys in her back pocket. "Maybe you're right." I yawned as I started to go back to my room falling asleep like a baby.

I opned my eyes to find myself in a room filled with light. The neon yellow lighs on the walls were blinding I was so confused. It was almost like a tunnel of light but it gave me everything but warmth. It felt uneasy and eerie. At the end of this tunnel was a pitch black spot so I tried running to the darkness. I ran as my legs got heavy and my breathing unsteady. I tried my hardest to reach it but I fell on my knees. It felt like an endless tunnel and although I was enclosed in light it wasn't in the slightest bit comforting. I needed to go to the dark for it is the place I belong. I belong in pitch black , I am meant to be alone and forgotten, I can''t go to close to the light or I'll get burned. I thought to myself almost on the verge of tears because he was my light, without him I was in pitch dark. It didn't matter if I was getting hurt or burned without him I am miserable. trying to run again and  finally made it to the dark where I found a familiar green headed boy. He smiled at me and gave me a hug. "Kachaan, I'm so sorry." He sobbed. What is he sorry for? And where the hell am I?  I thought to myself, but all of that didn't matter because he was here in my embrace while we were in the dark. "You shouldn't be sorry, you were only stating the truth." I said hugging him tighter than I was before.

I gasped in a cold sweat. I found myself in my room covered in Queen cd's and Lynrd skynrd posters. It was raining out side, I couldn't take a break from the hospital, not after that dream.  I got dressed and got an umbrella. If my mom wouldn't give me the keys I would just have to walk. It wasn't a big deal for me, I used to walk home from school on stormy nights like this all the time. I put on my shoes and went out. It wasn't just raining it was pouring, the rain hitting my umbrella ws loud and annoying, if the damn rain won't knock it off I swear to the heavens I will smite this rain out of existance. I walked and walked for what felt like centuries but finally I was at the hospital.

I was back at that "comforting" hospital. It wasn't really comfortable. The feeling of that hospital had the same feeling as shigarakis villain hideout. I checked in to the front desk and for an odd reason the person at the front desk gave me a wierd look. "Are you here for Izuku Midoriya?' The lady asked. I started to panicking a little bit. "I'm sorry to say this but Mr. Midoriya isn't very well. It's good you're here though, just so you can say your final goodbyes." She said giving me  a look of sympathy. "Excuse me, did you just say Final goodbyes?" I asked her, I couldn't believe my ears. This couldn't be right he can't.. The lady interrupted my thoughts. "Yes, Dr. Night eye's (R.I.P) quirk is to view the future and he has seen his future and it seems as if he is going to die tonight." She said trying to grab my hand to give me comfort but I pulled away. and ran to his room as fast as I could. Outside of his room I saw his mother outside sobbing. "He want's to see you, alone." She said trying to force a smile.I gave her a hug because that is the only thing I can do right now.

I opened the door to see Izuku crying. It hurt to see him like this. "Hey Izu-" Before I could finish my sentence I felt a lump in my throat and began to sob. I tried my best to contain myself but it felt almost useless. Before I cried anymore I pulled up a chair next to Izuku's bed. "I- I really don't know what to say, I was acting stupid yesterday if I just stayed I would have more Time, but I was stupid enough to buy into your plan to push me away." I said, my voice was uneven and my breaths were short. "Kacchan, stop worrying about the time you didn't have. Try to worry about the time we have right now and try to make it memorable." He smiled while ruffling my hair. I don't know how he could smile like this, why he would be able to smile like this. He is aware he is going to die tonight so why? I felt tears start to form in my eyes. God dammit! If only I were there every step of the way if only. I then felt a light smack to my face. "I don't want your final moment with me to be so depressing! Try to make it the best time you've had with me." He chuckled.

This was it my Last night. The last night with the love of my life.

Oh but is it really over? I'll let you decide that for yourselves. Although I will tell you that yes Izuku dies in the end, but don't you think it's too early? It's your choice if you want the story to continue.

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🌺 Omg I suck at dramatic endings! But henceforth I hope you enjoyed this chapter I wasn't really happy with it myself but all that matters is you guys are happy! Also I really love all of you guys I can tell that you guys genuinely care about me or maybe not, regardless thank you for reading this but of course it's not over. I do feel like this is very rushed sorry about that 🌺