Bnha Oneshots + chatfic

I just need to vent not an update

You can skip if you want. I just need to vent before I break.

I'm just so annoyed with the world. My "friends". My dad.

Like my friends are the ones who are supposed to be their for me but they aren't.

I'm always being left out, I just can't with this shit.

My friend is constantly leaving me on read and always having an excuse like bitch just say u didn't want to talk to me.

And my dad. He's always yelling at me for no reason. I can be just chilling in my room reading smut and he'll walk in and say "why did you scratch up my glasses?!?!" And I'll be like "I didn't even go anywhere near your glasses"

And he'll get mad at me for "lieing" like tf?

And now my "friend" is texting me and ignoring how she left me on read. Like when my friends vent to me I always give good advice.

But when I vent they switch the topic to themselves like atleast I listen to them.

Like what the fuck is wrong with you?
At this point and rate I'm going to either

A. Shut down completely

B. Be angry

C. Hold everything in and cry silently.

And I just wish my older sister would be here to hug me. To tell me everything's going to be okay. But she can't, because she's with her boyfriend far from where I am.

I just miss when I was a little happy girl. Now, I'm drowning myself with all of my problems.

I feel all of this and can't talk to anyone about it because they have better things to do, my mom would listen but she's always having to be with my dad.

I'm at a point where I'm just so done with everyone and I'm going to snap at anything.

It's funny how my older sister went through all of this, years ago. And now I'm going through it but worse.

Do you know how it feels to be so sad that you don't have the energy to get up and eat?

To not even have the energy to get up and talk?

I'm so exhausted of my own depressing thoughts, and that little voice.

That one we've all heard that says "your dumb to think they're your friend" or "they hate you"

I don't know how this is relevant to you guys, I'm sorry for writing about this I just needed to get it out before it drives me to insanity.

Now my friends texting me about her aunt being pregnant or something completely ignoring how she left me on read.

I don't even have the energy to respond to her. So I left her on read as she did to me. I'm sorry for wasting your time.

Thanks for reading if you did!