My name's Finn. I'm the quarterback in my team at high school. Everyone loved me. They always cheered when they have seen me get touchdowns and also loved every little joke I told them. It was awesome. High school was amazing. I couldn't have asked to go to any better schools. I had loads of friends, it was different from primary school and everything was worthwhile. Especially this one guy, Lewis. Oh he was such a dream. He looked like more than I could afford. He's so so sweet though when you start talking to him and get to know him.
He was the sort of person that could cheer you up no matter what was wrong with you. He was like everyone's best friend, except me cause I loved him more than that. He was my high school crush. The first boy I've ever loved. The first person to ever love me back, or so I thought. He'd just seen us as best friends. We'd sometimes hang out after school but I sometimes had to tell him I had football practice. I wish I could hang out with him more, it's just that being the Quarterback on the Football team is so important to me but so is he. I just wish that I had more time. I guess sometimes it's just not meant to be.
Anyway, I still get to see him everyday so it doesn't matter if we don't hang out after school. I just spend whatever time I can with him cause he's just amazing! Like he has the most funniest jokes and makes everyone smile 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, it's honestly amazing! He was very polite to my family when he would come round sometimes. And his Mom and Dad were super nice too. They didn't worry about the things we did cause they trusted Lewis so they trusted me too!
He doesn't know that I like him. I act like a normal friend around him but whenever I'm not with him, I'm always fantasising over him. I just can't seem to stop thinking about him. But anyway, it doesn't matter what I think about him. It's what he thinks about me. That's all I seem to think about sometimes. Whether he is gay and really does love me the way I love him or whether we're just friends. It's hard to tell sometimes, whether love is something you can feel once or feel all the time. I just wanted it to be perfect. Nobody else, just me and him, doing things the way we want to, on our own, enjoying every moment we had together. I just guess it will never happen...
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The Gay Quarterback
RomanceIt was him. It had always been him. I just didn't know how to tell him. What would I do, how would I tell him I like him. He's a school superstar and there's just me, the quarterback of the football team. I wonder if he'll ever notice how I feel. Ma...
