(Y/n)'s POV
I was wearing my sequin dress, hair bouncing luminously, and my sparkly microphone in my hand, I felt like a real pop star, adrenaline was coursing through my veins as I heard the crowd chant my name, each one of those eyes ready to witness my performance.
I would normally feel anxiety at that moment but all I felt was a huge amount of confidence, like I was finally ready, as if nothing could stop me now.
As I was nearing the stage, everything started to go slow motion, the tapping of my heels started echoing, chants from the crowd began feeling distant. I look down to my mic to see it only to slowly vanish, the more I got closer to that stage, the further it was.
The feeling of anxiety suddenly became familiar, I started pacing faster, running, sprinting but the stage was getting further, it was right there, so why couldn't I reach it?!
At that moment, the feeling of giving up felt more real than chasing that stage. Everything became a blur, it started to erase my hopes, everything I worked for, and soon I was left sitting in pitch black emptiness....
...then I woke up.
Beep,! Beep!, Beep!
I let out a groan under the covers as I hear my alarm clock constantly reminding me to wake up, honestly makes me want to kill myself just listening to that irritating noise. I only let my arm out to find the object, I feel the draws, that's not it, I feel further up but end up knocking off my lamp, I just shrug it off.
I finally found it! What?! It's not turning off! Even with the amount of repeated force I use, I begin to be frustrated, so I end up throwing it over my head, its sound slowly becoming lifeless.
A smile grows on my face with satisfaction, until... "Jung (Y/n)!!", my eyes abrupt open, Ah shit...my covers were off in a flash and I was blinded by the sun. "Eomma!!" I groaned as she started to pull at my feet, we looked crazy with her forcing me out of bed, but I was holding onto the bedpost refusing to leave my beloved bed.
"Don't eomma me missy! You have to go to school! so...GET OUT OF THIS BED!!". She yelled, it was so loud, everyone in the neighbourhood, neither of us were giving up.
Dad shook his head witnessing the scene, "Aish!, can you both stop being so stubborn?", but we didn't listen, instead we both stopped mid-way and yelled in unison, "WHO YOU CALLING STUBBORN?!!". Sweat ran down dad's head, he backed away slowly before rushing off, not wanting to be in a fight with the duo.
I finally gave in and got dressed in my ugly school uniform. I hate it so much, it's so preppy and gross, almost gagged while looking at myself in the mirror, this look Is so not me. I brushed my teeth and stuff, you know like every other human does, if you don't then you have serious issues. And met everyone in the kitchen.
We only have one floor for our house, below us is our chicken shop 'King Chicken' that we own, fancy huh, oh it is my favourite place in the world! note sarcasm. It is popular around our neighbourhood, because everyone loves chicken, unless you're vegetarian, then that's another story, but we're not doing so bad in business. I enter the kitchen/dining/living room, everyone's doing their own thing.
Mum is blending some kind of smoothie for dad at the counter, it's green so I'm guessing it's not that good. Me and my mum have a confusing relationship, we get along at times and other times we fight like lions, well that's what dad says.
Sometimes she more hard on me then she is with Soo-ah, there are times I question if it's because if Soo-ah is her blood and I'm not, she's really strict with me doing anything with music, or makes me work more shifts then Soo-ah or when she didn't let me go to the school dance- to be honest that I didn't mind much, no one asked me- but that's not the point!, the point is she always treats me differently and I'm sick of it!
Moving onto dad, who seems to be "enjoying" unusually green smoothie but really throwing the rest in the plant next to him, while mum wasn't looking. When he turned my direction, he realised I caught him in the act and just signalling to keep my mouth shut with begging look on his face, I just nodded and pretended to close my mouth with a zip.
I love my dad, we're quite close, he always listens to my side of the story if Soo-ah and I get in a fight, or convinces mum to go easy on me, he's the only one in this family who treats me fairly.
Finally, Soo-ah, who's next to dad not paying attention to anything around on that piece of technology in her hands. Before dad ask her to pass the milk for his cereal, but instead she gave him orange juice..orange juice! She always gets me in trouble, I swear my torture is her source of entertainment.
She's most popular girl in our school, while I'm known as the loser foreigner girl who wasn't wanted by her parents. On the other hand, Soo-ah is so loved, she has like 100k followers on her Instagram, she avoids me at school. We used to be so close, but she began distancing herself, pretending she didn't know me and having fun humiliating me every day.
I'm so glad we're graduating soon, I can't wait to leave that stupid school, and not seeing Soo-ah every second of everyday.
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Graduation Day
(Y/n)'s POV
I finally graduated; everyone was in the gym celebrating but so I decided sneak off to the music room, I knocked as I saw Miss Kim sitting at her desk packing the last of her things away.
She turned around to see me at the door and smiled my way, rushing to dry up her tears, "oh (y/n)-ah, it's just you". I slowly walked into the room "Miss Kim, are you ok?", she let out a chuckle, "oh it's nothing", she sighs "(y/n) for the last time, call me Jisoo, you're not in high school anymore, you know", I blushed "sorry force of habit" causing both of us to chuckle.
She turned to take one last look around the room, "I'm just gonna miss this place". I sadly looked down, "yeah, I heard you've got a new job. This school is not going to the same without you".
She turned to take one last look around the room, "I'm just gonna miss this place". I sadly looked down, "yeah, I heard you've got a new job. This school is not going to the same without you".
Jisoo's POV
(Y/n) is one of my favourite students, I couldn't let her do that to herself. I looked over at my desk and saw one of the plan flips, I jumped up excitedly, causing (Y/n) to startle and grabbed one of them. I handed it over to her, she gave me an unsure look.
(Y/n)'s POV
I looked at what she handed me, it said 'Big Hit Performing Arts Academy', I gave her an unsure look "I don't know about this..". she gave my shoulder a pat and told me to think about it and walked away to join everyone else in the gym.
Should I audition?, but what about my parents?, eomma...
what should i kdo?....
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I hope this was good!, I'm still getting used to writing so I hope it isn't bad😊
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The Big Hit (Yeonjun x Reader)
Fanfiction(Y/n) is a awkward teen with bad anxiety. She works part time at her adoptive family's chicken shop, other times doing teenage things like studying for exams and you know trying to audition for one of the prestigious performing arts school in Seoul...
