Let's Pretend? |Hemmings| au

Chapter 1.7

Chapter 1.7

|| Alex P.O.V ||

Don't fuck with my emotions you insignificant idiots! Ugh! I was never looking for a surprise visit from my bitch ass cousin or a very out of the blue crush on Luke Hemmings. I never intended to have a crush on him, it's not like I developed a crush on him purposely and seeing how cold Quinn could go I had to push these stupid feelings away.

Maybe me asking them to get out of my room was harsh but I had my reasons, I didn't fucking want them in my bed laughing and giggling with each other..I didn't like them together.Period.

I just laid down staring at my ceiling and listened to You Me At Six's "Lived A Lie" and tried hard to take a nap, I didn't skip school for this stupid drama, like seriously.

I pulled up my blanket and tried hard to sleep but it was a bit too much too late and I just kinda sorta realized that I have a crush on him and I realized how stupid I would look if he EVER found out about this. The song was on a constant loop of repeat and it played for another five times while I just stared at my ceiling. Fun, I tell you!

I dragged my eyes towards the door when I heard a faint knock. "Go Away!"
But apparently 'Go Away' meant 'Come in' in a weird parallel universe as I saw Quinn walk in. She just looked at me nervously and played with the hem of the purple tee she was wearing and I just threw off the blanket and sat straight taking the ear phones off.

"What?" I snapped clearly annoyed and desperately wanted her to go away, I don't want to hurt nobody.

"Look, I don't know why you're acting so cold towards me but I'm really sorry! If you don't like me hanging out with Luke then just tell me!" Quinn walked up to my bed and sat at the edge of it and looked at me intently.

All I could manage to do was scoff which came out like a cough.

"No, why don't you take Luke away from me as well, repeat the history" I mumbled and looked at the window instead of looking at her cause I knew that an explosion was whats coming next.

"Gosh, Alex! Would you let it go?" Quinn said aggravated and ran her hand through her hair and glared at me with her hands up her hips.

"Oh sure I would Quinn! I would let it go that you hooked up with Chase even though you knew that I liked him a lot! You KNEW that I liked him and you said he might like me back as well and then What did you do?? You fucking slept with him! You made him YOUR boyfriend! you knew how much I liked him! And you made him hate me and made me look like a complete idiot! I hate you!" I shouted back and felt like hitting something so I just hit my pillow hard.

"That was two years ago and I have apologized million times! I'm sorry" Quinn grew soft and sat back in the bed and tried taking my hand but I just pulled away.

"I never ever had enough courage to talk to a boy after Chase and then I finally made friends with Luke and then you barge in and then now I realize that I may have a crush on him but I'm pretty sure that you'll take him as well so I'm left here trying to ignore the feelings and trying hard to undo this stupid crush! Thanks Quinn" I just rolled my eyes and stood up from the bed and walked to the couch and crashed there , away from Quinn but she just walked up to the couch and sat there and looked at me apologetically and finally spoke "you have a crush on Luke!" But it came out more like a question.

"I think so, why don't you steal him too! Yeah??"

"I won't, I promise! I'm sorry about everything that I ever did! I'll make things right!!" Quinn tried to assure me but I knew better.

"Whatever!" I walked to the bathroom cause I knew she couldn't follow me there and I seriously needed to take a dump.

The rest of the day was weird cause Quinn was extra nice to me and she even made me cookies, very weird. She thinks that cookies can make things better?? Okay, maybe they can, cause food is my ultimate weakness. I grabbed handful of cookies and went up my room and I could see her smile as I took the cookies but it's gonna take whole lot more than cookies to make this right.