Thid is a true story its about me it's not going to be very long. Not many pages. i guess you can say this will be like a diary entiry.
I know there will be grammer errors and spelling mistakes.
Tuesday May 17, 2011 10:37 am
Mr. Quan's Class Day 75
My world is tumbling it's falling apart every time I turn around and nothing will stop it. I feel like screaming. It gets darker and darker everyday. I have my thoughts, and they want go away. I cut and not even that pain helps anymore. It use to make me feel so much better when i cut but it ant now. My thoughts are getting worse adn worse, and they seem to be making a lot more sense everyday. What if the world is better off with out me. Iknow not many people will care if im here or if im gone. So why should i stay and be miserable and hurting. When i could end this pain now. and never have ot be miserable or be in pain anymore. I keep cutting but it doesn't help but yet the pain still feels good. it doesnt scare me anymore to cut, it feels good. Sometimes I miss the pain,but i don't quite know why. I just wish it would make everythin gbetter and make it goaway.
* this is all for now.. will continue soon,
