I wake up and I'm alone in the apartment there's a note next to me reading: "went to practice call if you need me, Love Always Cash" I get up and put a gray shirt and some leggings on and decide to go for a walk around Hollywood Blvd, I'm surprised papz aren't around swarming me but I don't jinx myself.
It's nice pretty day outside, sun is shining there's a nice breeze but Jesus Christ why do I feel so..... I don't know empty? Like not enjoying anything? I have this feeling like something bad is bound to happen eventually and I feel lost and not in the moment. Fuck I hate this feeling. I walk into the nearest coffee shop and grab some coffee and a donut to munch on. I turn around to walk out the shop and I see Gerald he walks towards me the seductive and evil smile, he does a sup nod and walks to me.
"Hey" he says
"Hey what's up?" I say keeping my composure
"Well at the moment getting some caffeine hahahahaha but uh I'm throwing a wild ass party tonight you should come" he nudges me
I smile and look away thinking
"I mean...I can make an appearance.."I smirk
He smirks back "I hope you do" he stares into my eyes with a look of passion and seduction.
"I will.." I say and smile walking away.
"Be there at 5" he smiles
"Why so early?" I ask
"Pre game?" He shrugs
"I wanna see you Riley" he adds
"Been to long" he smiles again
"I was in rehab" I sigh
"Fuck that. You don't have a problem. You are perfectly fine baby. Trust me" he says tucking a piece of hair behind my ear
"Thank you, but I gotta get going.. umm I'll see you later for sure" I nod and walk out the cafe.
Of course now papz are everywhere and I'm scrambling to get back to the penthouse.
Once there I'm back to bed hiding from the world.
I can't do anything anymore. I've never felt so low in my life honestly. Nothing makes me happy anymore and I feel weak. So so weak. I want it to be over.
My anxiety, my depression everything just over. I want my life back before fame and drama. Before Cash was famous and it was just us. In Cleveland and normal people. But normal was never our thing. But god I'd love for it to be.
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Only You
FanfictionHe wants the dream, She wants love. Riley (Selena Gomez) and Cash (Machine Gun Kelly) have been together for years. But they split when Cash moved to LA to chance his dream of fame. But when he comes back home after it didn't work out he tries to s...
