I Should Have Never Kissed You (Lilo/Nouis/Zarry)

Why didn't I stay in bed?

Chapter 2

"Lou" I hear from a distance. "Louis!!" I hear again. "Louis mate!! Please talk say something!! L-Lou p-please don't do this a-again." I hear a sniffle. A sniffle? Who the......Niall. Why's Niall sniffling? He only does that when he's about to cry. What happened.

"What happened?" I choke out. When did I become so thirsty?

"Y-you blacked out again. I couldn't get you to wake for the past 30 minutes." I look up to where Niall was kneeling and his eyes are red and his cheeks are paler than usual. I feel bad I didn't mean for it to happen.

Again.

"I'm so sorry mate. I didn't want to make you cry or black out" I place my hand on his face and wipe his tears away. I look into his eyes and I see something. But, it was gonna before I could place it.

He broke the silence first,"Will you ever tell me what or who is making you act like this Louis?" He finishes and stands looking down at me with confusion and concern.

'Should I tell him? I mean he's Niall. He can't keep a secret if his life depended on it. But, I need to tell someone. It's eating me alive, and I can't take it. It feels as if I'm in a darkness and everywhere I turn there's nothing but it, and how ever hard I try....I can never find the light to get out.'

"N-Niall. I'm not ready" I look down too ashamed to see those ocean encased eyes.

"Who hurt you Tommo. I'll beat them up."

"No one. It's its....no one."

"It has to be someone important if they affect you this much mate."

"They.....they were important" I trail off not able to handle how much this conversation is suffocating me.

Niall didn't reply. He looked defeated and I praise him for leaving the sensitive subject be, because if I heard anymore I would have cried. And I never cry. EVER.

"Well" he starts awkwardly, "How bout ya go take a bath and I'll go make ya breakfast, yeah?" He smiles at me, with his pearly white teeth shining brightly at me.

"Yeah, help me up mate? You were the one that made me land on this bloody floor." He chuckles and picks me up. I steady myself, as Niall lets me go and heads towards the exit of my room, my legs start to wobble and I collapse with a loud 'THUD'

Niall whips around and panic flashes through his eyes as he rushes towards my side, while I was trying to stop my head from spinning from the after shock of landing on my bum, he searched me for any scratches or bumps like I had been in a car accident.

"Ni I'm fine I'm fine. It was no big deal ." He studies me for a minute then gets me to my feet and walks me to the bathroom, setting me down on the counter. Since when did Nialler get so much body strength?

"Why have you dragged me to the loo?" He doesn't answer me. Only keeps searching for what he's looking for.

I wait a few more minutes till I hear a triumphant noise escape his lips and see him turn around with a scale. Why the bloody hell does he need a scale?

"I'm gonna try something." He picks me up and sets me on the scale, both of my hands on the counter so I could keep my balance. As you can see, I really can't.

"How much did you weigh before?" He ask me in a worried tone.

"150 why?"

He gulps, "Have you been eating since we got on our break?" He asks. I pounder and realize, I haven't really gotten out of bed except for the time Ni force feed me soup a few days ago. I look down kinda embarrassed. "No, why are you asking questions?"

"Lou. You weigh 135." I almost choked on air. WTF?! How the hell? It's only been a week! Can you lose that much in only a week? I didn't even know that was fucking possible. Holy shit. Is that why I fell? Can I die from this?

"How the hell can I lose 15 pounds in one week?"

"Well mate ya basically went anorexic for a week."

"But I haven't even felt hungry."

"S'exactly"

"Damn"

"We'll imma go make your favorite, nd' you head to the shower this time I'll help you, yeah?" I nod and lift my arms so he can take my shirt off. He scowls but takes it off. I look down and am shocked to see my ribs sticking out. Their sticking out!!!! That's not healthy!!

"I have to get you eating." Niall states. I stay quiet, but nod to his statement. I don't want to eat. I'm not hungry. Just thinking of food makes me want to throw up the empty space in my stomach.

Niall finally took off my sweats that I had on, but stopped when I was only in my briefs. He looked at me with the 'Do I have to take them off' look and I chuckled. I wish Lia-'him' would take them off me. But he hates me....

"Niall just take me to the bath and I'll handle myself there." I say chuckling. We've seen each other naked before so I don't know why he's making such a big deal about it.

He nodded and carries me to the bath setting me down in the tub and looked at me one more time, "Scream if you need anything." Is all he says then leaves and closes the door.

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I finally got out of the shower and into my bedroom to find a striped blue shirt with red fit jeans and blue toms. Usual.

I put on everything and to my oh so surprise it fell right off my pale weak body. Dammit. I have to buy a whole new fucking wardrobe or eat some damn food. Huh. I'll just put on sweats and Harry's Ramones shirt. I grab my

phone to see a message on it.

I did not suspect to see the name that came up on my IPhone screen.

~LEEEYYYUMMM~

'We need to talk'