Purple Ceiling & Your Love

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Laying on the floor
With a night gown,
Blurry sight that makes me drown
In my thoughts that are scattered beside me on the ground
Tangled in my hair that is also a mess on the ground
As if i am in my own town
Not alone in this house
But lonely in my mind
While i am staring at this purple ceiling
My stomach turns into a knot that is tight
A darkness that is glowing bright
Each thought works as light bulb lighting what's around
I hope you can save me
But don't end up blaming me
I want to feel peace
Yes i need to feel the breeze
That used to bathe the mess clean
Feeling hurt
But trying to hide
But my mind is so mean
Yes you can't ever lean
On a mind that is toxic
Burning chest
And as if my heart is putting me into a test
An endless test
Standing infront of it
Waiting to get hit
With the truth
That i hate to hear
But still need to hear
To kill the emotions i don't want to feel
These emotions that will never make me heal
These emotions
These thoughts
Are revolving around you
Around my endless love to you
That i can never forget

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