Love Needs Focus. 1

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Sometimes happy days doesn't mean you have it all. I lost it by being ignorant and now I regret. I took ideas from friends and some from media because her love was something else for me but now I do get the picture.

She's different now, he said. I was too much of an asshole to see how beautiful she really was. Her heart was so beautiful, she cared so much about me, and I never understood why. I never treated her the was she deserves to be treated. "Why?, I asked" Because her love scared me. Her love was so intense. With her I really could have been happy. I almost forgot how beautiful her smile was. I forgot because she hasn't smiled lately. She just cried. It was a shame. She wasted so many tears for someone like me.

I regret being playful with her love, I never thought this day would come in life because she showed me better days. Yes am such an asshole I repeat. I could have seen that a long time ago but I was blind, now that everything is breaking my heart starts to notice. I could have done so much with her, we could have went to the malls, took pictures, took long walks and got same outfits. But her love scared me. Now am confused, lost and terrified because she showed me what love is and I played with it. It hurts, I still love her but am not sure if she still do.

Am sorry and I hope she comes back. I know the love wont be the same but at least I'll still have her in my life, that would make me happy.

Written by
Amogelang The Speaker

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 30, 2020 ⏰

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