Staying at Bills is fun, it always is.
But at the moment, it's really awkward. At the moment, Richie and I are staying up, just the two of us. I like hanging around with Tozier but since I came out as gay this afternoon it's been weird. He's been more awkward around us. The thing is with me I like Richie, like a lot, as in more than friends.
Beverly says that apparently he likes me back, I just don't see it, at all.
"Rich, you don't need to stay up with, you know that right?"
"Eds, I don't want you sweating like crazy and panicking in your nightmare" Richie said with concern, trying not to wake the others. Ok yes, I get nightmares. In all honesty Richie is the only one who knows about them, hence why he stays up with me.
"Rich plea-"
"No Eddie, I insist."
After that I just kept silent. Theres no point in arguing otherwise we would be here all night.
