Calums POV-
(This is kinda just a filler btw)
When she asked for me to come over, I felt a happiness inside I haven't felt in 3 months. I missed her so much that the first few weeks I didn't leave bed and I just cried all the time, it sucked. Mali finally just got fed up with me and made me change my appearance, because she thinks changing your look gives you, "a knew view on life" as she would say. So I worked out a little, got some tattoos, dyed some of my hair, and changed from my dorky look that a 14 year old would wear, to more of a rocker look.
I was most worried about how she thought I looked when I came back, but she hasn't said anything about it. She told me she still liked me so that's good at least.
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We arrived at her house, somewhere I hadn't been in ages. Her parents weren't home which was normal because they worked super late.
"Let's ummm go up to my room." She said with a shaky voice.
I all of a sudden felt sick to my stomach. Whenever she had bad news or was nervous, she hesitated on her words and always talked in her room.
"O-okay,"'she gave me a sympathetic look, knowing I had caught on something was up.
We marched up the stairs and sat on the bed.
"Calum...look... I like you a lot, in fact I love you. But I don't want a relationship with you. You nee- no, We need to move on. I'm sorry and I know I promised you we would be together, but I'm still hung on Ash-"
I cut her off...I could tell she was lying by the tears in her eyes and the look on her face.
I jumped up from the bed and started yelling.
"DON'T LIE TO ME. DO NOT PULL THE I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH ASHTON CARD. I KNOW YOU AREN'T.YOU HAVE A REASON FOR THIS THAT YOUR NOT TELLING ME! BEST FRIENDS TELL EACH OTHER EVERYTHING. I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU AMD YOUR IN LOVE WITH ME AND YOU KNOW IT. I DON'T KNOW IF SOMETHING CHANGED FOR YOU WHILE I WAS GONE BU-"
"NOTHING CHANGED FOR ME. EVEYTHING CHANGED ABOUT YOH THOUGH. YOU COME BACK LOOKING LIKE YOU WERE OULLED STRAIGHT OUT OF A 90'S GRUNGE BAND. HOW DO I KNOW YOUR PERSONALITY DIDN'T CHANGE?"
"IM STILL CALUM, I WAS WHEN I LEFT AND I STILL AM NOW. SO AS CALUM I KNOW ALMOST EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU BUT THE ONLY YHING I DONT KNOW IS WHY YOU'RE DOING THIS. SO TELL ME!....please Ro" My voice got quieter as I yelled and then my voice just cracked as tears welled up in my eyes. Rose was already crying. All our lives when we fought we always ended up crying.
" Look, I wanna tell you but I just can't and I'm really sorry Cal I ju-"
"No, save it, I don't wanna hear it. You obviously don't trust me as much as I trust you." I whispered crying at this point. I stormed out, and didn't look back.
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HEY FISHY'S¡ so yeah this is pretty much just a filler. Have no fear, they'll make up eventually. We are gonna have some more Luke and Rose action soon so stay put my fishy's!
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