Bts saved me: a bts fanfiction one shot?

Bts saved me

You sat at the corner of the room as you stared at the rain it was as if you were having a conversation even if you knew it sounded weird. you try to take it in but before you could, your moms calls you

y/n you have been stuck in that room for almost the whole day come outside and stay with your family. now at days i don't know what's gotten into you. and don't you dare pretend you can't hear me

you take a deep breath and awkwardly come out of your room. you sit with your brother and stare at your phone and try to find something to distract yourself when your dad looks at you and says

y/n put that down and talk to your family. sometimes you act like we are invisible. why can't you be like your brother

you drop your phone on the table and just look down at nothing as you count the seconds till you would be free again and be in your lonely room which was the only place you felt the least bit of happy. that you were in charge. you also wonder why you are like this and when you changed. in a part of your memories you can see a happy person that liked to hang out with everyone now you wonder where you had gone.

after ten minutes of awkward small talk the atmosphere was almost begging to die. every question that you were asked you looked for the simplest way to answer. you mostly used yes or no. your parents became tired of it and tell you to just go back to your room.

you are in your room and the rain had stopped and for some reason you felt a wave of sadness. tears slowly fell from your cheeks and you sat on the floor shocked by the fact that you were crying because the fucking rain stopped.

you get a hold of yourself when you hear that you had a message. you reach out for your phone and wipe your tears. you check and see it's your friend Kate.

y/n we haven't hang out for an eternity where are you. is something wrong because you keep acting strange? I'm here if you ever want to talk. you know you can tell me anything.

you read this and started crying again. your mind kept forcing you to read the you are acting strange part over and over again. even if you knew she didn't mean anything by it you still felt like shit and kept asking what was  wrong with you.

most times you feel like you make yourself sad purposely and if you do that to yourself then maybe you deserve it.

you wake up and it's time to go to school. you look at your closet and try to find what to wear but nothing looks good. you see a shirt and decide to wear it. You looked in the mirror and you just stare at your body and cried. after a minute you clean your tears and put on an hoodie and jeans

your dad took you to school like he always does. before you changed you used to blast music and lip-sync to all your favorite songs. but now you just look at the window and try to remember. your dad knows better than to disturb you. With a fake smile you tell him goodbye as you leave the car.

you walk into school and see Kate with a big smile waving at you. to be honest you wanted to ignore her. you didn't want to pretend that you were okay. you try to ignore her but starts she yelling in a super loud voice.

y/n I'm here. hello look behind you. she was waving at you with so much passion. i guess that's the one word to describe her. simply passionate.

you turn to her and flash a fake smile. you walk up to her and she gives you a big hug. for some time now you hated being touched. it was like your skin was allergic to it. after the hug she takes you to meet your other friends. Drake, Jason and Amanda.

when it was time for lunch you all sat together. your conversations were full of them asking about you if you were alright and teasing Jason and Amanda who started dating during the school break.