Over Again

Flash backs

I sat on my bed think about the last time I saw the guy for me. how he drove right out of my life again for another six months. that day makes me sad
"Big bro don't leave again."
"Sorry little sis I have to."
"Can't I come."
"We've been over this it's not aloud I'm going on tour tomorrow."
"How long this time."
"It's a world so probably a year or so."
"So you miss Christmas and my birthday again."
"Sorry babe but I have to get to the studio."
There goes the guy that's meant for me walking out of my life. we took the picture we always do the of us hugging making funny faces. Inside I'm dying. he walked out the door that we practically grew up together in. I stood in the front yard as soon as he drove away out of sight I clasped to the ground crying. he sent me the text he never did that it said goodbye. my exact words 'don't say goodbye because, goodbye means leaving, and leaving means forgetting.' My sister came out she's older and carried me to my room she puts days at times putting me back together after he leaves.

"Sis do you have fifty bucks I can pay you back at a later date."
"For what."
"I got tickets for Harry's band but I need fifty bucks more for the meet and greet."
"Fine."
"Thank you thank you thank you!"
"So when is it."
"Next week."
"Cool I will take you shopping."
"Thank you so much I will pay you back every cent."
"You don't have too I love my lil sis."
"Go get ready we're leaving in a hour."