The Average Diary of a Cannibalistic Psychiatric Patient

IX

[This chapter will be written from the perspective of Momma/Annie.]

Dear Diary,

I have arrived back in the village I came from, I have been in a sanitorium for about 7 months, and I almost died. I escaped with a friend, and I should probably write down what happened before I left because it's a wild ride. But for now, I'm going to rest. My friend, QB is with me and she's already asleep on my bed. 

Sincerely, 

Annie Mal ♡

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Dear Diary,

I remember deciding to escape from the island with my friends, QB, Maya, Timber, Pringle, Fiah, and Bi. Bi and Pringle disappeared one day, so it was just me, QB, Maya, Timber, and Fiah.

We were trying to escape, and Timber had been acting strangely. Ever since the night she drank the mystery water, she's been acting strange. I notice how she's trying to push us away. I refuse to let her go, these girls call me Momma, why would I abandon them?

We tried to run away once, but I knew we'd always get caught. 

I wanted to leave. I always wanted that.

I remember, a few nights before we were done with our little boat, I was awake one night, Fiah had a broken leg, a cannibal got to her and we were able to rescue her before her death. I knew she'd die eventually, but I didn't want to believe it. She was poisoned by human saliva. 

She was losing the ability to walk.

Oh my! I'm being called out, I'll continue writing later <3

Sincerely,

Annie Mal ♡

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Dear Diary,

Let me explain what happened.

I once overheard a conversation between Fiah and Timber, Timber explained how she was getting worse, she said she wasn't going to escape with us. I made it up in my mind that I'd make sure she'd come with us. I don't care, she's suffered with us, It'd be a crime to leave her behind.

Thing is, we did end up leaving her behind. It's a regret of mine, but she's held, even more, regrets then I can think of.

She ate Fiah. The night before  Fiah's disappearance, she said she was going to "check" on Timber. I was suspicious, but she limped to Timber's room, and then we never saw Fiah again. 

Timber told us in tears that she ate Fiah. We were all very shocked and scared, I guess Timber used that to her advantage. 

She got us off that island immediately. I and QB were too scared to bring her along, and that's what she wanted. 

I love Timber still, she's like a daughter to me. 

I wonder how she's doing now, without us. I hope she's telling others about her problem, but I'm almost sure that she's becoming her monster, the monster she swore to never grow into. 

We were the only ones holding her back, so I wouldn't be surprised if she did.

How much praying will she do to that stupid Gay Jesus? How much will she beg and plead to get off that hell of a place?

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Does she like it there? 

Is she scared?