What's your damage?| Bmc in the style of heathers✔

Our love is god 2/2

⚠️TW: Violence/ detailed descriptions/ swear words/ blood/ insults/death/harassing/ bullying⚠️

Don't harass me it's a heathers vision we knew that was gonna happen:,)

POV Jeremy: what happened before

''You'll regret this Heere!'' Dustin yelled while he pushed me at the ground where I arched because of the pain in my stomach which came from his kick a few minutes ago.
''I- I SWEAR I did n-nothing!'' I whined shakingly but Dustin just laughed at me.

I felt like everyone in this world was about to hate me, nothing was going the right way. I didn't want that anymore! I can't!

Jeremy, if you want a change, you need to listen.
No..your ideas are scaring me, you say I need to become the person i'm scared of, I don't want that!
It's the only right way.
Why can't you understand?!
I'm a computer Jeremy. I don't have feelings like that.
Just- shutdown!

''You are such a useless jerk man, go get better.'' Dustin laughed and I felt even more terrible.

Now is the perfect time to do something!
I said shutdown!
And I don't care anymore.
Wha-
Do something.
Jesus Christ okay!
How often! It's ''fuck'' not ''jesus''!
Well fuck.
Way better.

Determined, I stood up and felt some kind of Gravity which was in my mind.

''Not me, you'll regret it Dustin.'' I shouted and saw how he turned around.
A moment before he busted out into laughing, I saw some kind of fear in it.

He isn't as strong as he pretends to be Jeremy. You should use that knowledge.

''What was that, nerd?'' He answered on that and went threatening closer to me from which I got an insecure feeling of being draped.
''N-nothi-''
Ask him if he has a listening problem.
''Do you have some kind of listening problem? Are you a bit deaf?'' I changed my sentence and tried to suppress my tremor.

Instead of coming closer, Dustin winked at me and said laughingly,
''You'll get what you deserve you dork.''
After that i began to breathe heavily and almost ran all the way at home, while running something inside of me felt like it wanted to show me something. Something like a warning, an important one. Something bad was gonna happen and I knew this perfectly, but in the end, humans never do the right things.
Humans destroy to get what they want, you are different? They destroy you. You like something else than the 'norm'? They destroy you. You don't look perfect or act perfect? They also destroy you. So why trying to fit? I'm NOT gonna be the loser anymore! I won't get destroyed anymore! I'M the destroyer now.

I arrived at home with a really bad side stitch and opened my front door quietly while my hands were still shaking from all that fucked up shit which just happened.

Go inside your room.

I followed what the Squip told me and just the moment I slammed the door of my room behind me I bursted out in tears.

I don't want that anymore! Please let me do something or just let me do nothing, everything or nothing please. I can't handle that fucking messed up shit anymore! Michael hates me, Rich hates me, my parents ignore me and what? I'm talking to my fucking self!
You're not directly talking to yourself Jeremy.
Just tell me what you 'amazing' plan is.
Kill him.
What?!
Yeah.
That can't be your serious!
Why shouldn't it?
You are INSANE!
No. I'm realistic.
YOU CALL THAT REALISTIC?!
Yes.
What the hell?!