My Feelings Are Confusing

PISSED

"WHAT YOU BOTH KNEW HE WAS ONE AND YOU BOTH DIDN'T TELL ME.WHAT THE HELL YOU BOTH ARE MY FRIENDS."I was so pissed more than anything"

 "Well.... ummm Winter didn't know about it until today before you called the meeting i told her so she had no clue that he was." Rose said.

  " I can't believe you Rose. You knew about him and his friends. Let me guess you really like Alex."

  "Yeah i do like him and i don't wanna lose him." Rose said

"You know what. How about you go and join his gang then because you like him so much and you don't wanna lose him you will just lose me. Go and live with him. I am so pissed off with you. I thought friends come first but i guess not." I turned and face the gang. 

"Everyone we will finsh this meeting tomorrow at 12pm sharp.Now go." I started heading back into my office. 

  "Emerald did you really mean that to Rose." 

 " Yes because we are friends and what happened if i let him in he would know where guards are and where the cameras are. I am suppose to keep my gang safe. Letting him in would of not been a good idea." I walked away and slammed my door and startred working on a plan.I am so pissed right now how could she do this to me. After everything i do for her.

              Rose point of view

I run straight into my room crying. There was a knock on my door." GO AWAY." 

 " If you don't open this door in ten seconds i am gonna bust down this door. 1.....2....3....4...5..." I walked to the door and opened it. She walked in and sat on my bed. 

   "How could you do that to Emerald. I though you told her when you knew. She has helped you with so much. She puts herself in danger to help you out and this is how you repay her."

    " I know i messed up and i wasn't thinking about her. I really like Alex but when you put it that way i feel bad. I know i should of told her but come on you saw and she looked at him."

     " I see your point but we are her friends we should be there for here. Now she is really pissed off at you Rose. She is going crazy and we are suppose to be by her side but instead we are here because YOU made a mistake." I knew Winter is right. She has helped me and this is how a repay her. I put myself first and my relationship before Emerald.

"I should apologize right." 

    " Yes you better because she wasn't joking about you living with Alex."

  "I will and does that mean that we would both have to break up with them?"

    "To be honest we should ask Emerald." We both left my room and went down stairs heading to Emeralds office. We could hear here scream.

    "WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME.CAN"T  I BE HAPPY WITH SOMEONE."Next thing i know she is punching the walls. I knock on the door with Winter behind me.

  "Come in." I started at the door for a minute. I open the door and looked around with papers on the floor and holes in the walls

 " Emerald can Winter and i  talk to you but mostly me?" 

 " Fine. What do you want"

  "Well i wanna tell you i am sorry. I should of told you when i knew about it but instead i only thought of myself and my own relationship that i didn't think about you.You have done so much for me and this is not the right way to repay you. I am really sorry about not telling you. I didn't wanna lose him but thinking about it the only real people i don't wanna lose is the gang,Winter and You." She calmed down a bit.

 "I am sorry for screaming at you but It's ok but please don't' ever do that again. I love the both of you but when either of you hurt me i get so mad and i wanna say i am so sorry to for yelling at you. I know i shouldn't of." Next thing I know we are all hugging.

 " So that is over what else do you both wanna talk about?" I looked at Winter and then back at Emerald who just sat down. 

"We were both wondering if we would have to break up with our boyfriends" I asked nervously.

              Emerald's point of view

After Rose asked me that question i didn't know what to say really.

 " How about this. I will think about it ok." They both nodded yes. "You both are dismissed." After they walked out i called cole.

" Yes boss" he said.

       "Get someone in here to clean my office and fix the holes in the halls now."

  "Yes boss." After ten minutes they finished cleaning it and i sat back down at my desk.I started thinking. I can't keep my friends from having love. It's not right. I have to do this. 

"COLE" he came in running.

  " Yes boss." "Go get Rose and Winter for me now." 

   "Yes boss." After five minutes i hear a knock on the door."Come in." They both look really nervous.