Authors Note: just a heads up around this part of the story will be hard to understand because we based it off our relationship it had a shaky start for Maddy and me this will be a hard part to write some deep personal stuff will appear it will be awkward and I was a asshole when I met her so please feel free to hate me :3
A few weeks have past and I was spending some time with Nicole and her friends. Now my feelings for Nicole were increasing at an alarming rate
If this keeps up I might love her
Then my dark side decided to add in his opinion.
Oh Dean you can’t love. Don't kid yourself. You remember your home town people. They would crush you before you even had a chance
Shut up this isn't there were in Perth now
I argue with my demons
And it’s the place that you fight in. It’s the people, these people are smart, and love will hurt you remember emotions are dangerous beside since when could ice cold dean love? He never had any emotions before.
Yea lost them fighting you
I can’t believe I am arguing with myself.
Trust me this time this won’t end well. It never does.
"Are you ok Dean? You look out of it" it was Samantha, one of Nicole’s friends. She was hot too. She was tall, skinny with blue eyes and long blonde hair the same shade as mine. She was flat chested but I didn't care. Looking at her I started to feel one emotion which is never good to feel; lust.
You know what your right I can’t love.
I agree with my inner demons. Giving in like always. Nothing ever changes.
"Naaa I’m better now that I got to see you" I flirted with her. No one was around anyway to judge me for it they had all left for class
"What do you mean by that?" she said a little too flirtatiously
She digs me. Sweet
"Just thinking maybe we should hang out some time. I noticed that you look at me in class" another move I had learnt at one of my old schools. I was being forward but she seemed to like it
"Hmm maybe. Depends on what we’re doing?" she winked at me "My parents are going down south for a few days if u want to hang out" she said with a heavily suggested sexual undertone.
Holy shit
"Yea I’m game" I responded. With that she skipped off to class, but once she hit the door she turned and looked at me
"Does this mean were dating?" she shyly asked her face going red
Fuck it why not
"Of course unless you don’t want to"
"I do. I really do but what Nic?"
At this point my mind went to war but this time my demon won yet again
"It will be fine. It’s you who I asked out" I said feeling guilty but happy at the same time Sam smiled at me turned around and went back to skipping
God why am I feeling like an ass
Later that day after word got around every one congratulated me and one girl with the biggest rack I'd ever seen come up question why I didn’t ask her out. She was hot but I declined. Nicole seemed too cool with this whole thing though. I knew she was envious. I did feel sorry for her, but emotions do that. Truth is I lost mine long ago in a massive fight against him my dark alter ego I named him as a child but I don’t use it now. My phone flashed in my hand, it was Sam.
Hey parents left want to come over ;)
I replied straight away.
I’ll be there soon ;) can’t wait
