Dark Paradise

Hi! This is my first fanficion! It inspired from Lana Del Rey song, Dark Paradise. Well sorry for grammatical error. My first language is not English, so yeah. Help review please? Or just PM me. This is the newest update version. i ever post this to fanfictiondotnet

Every time I close my eyes
it’s like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side

Dark Paradise - Lana Del Rey

"Hey Misaki! How are you hun?" Sakura said and hug me. We are in my room. The autumn breeze enter my room, we feel the cold. I pull up my blanket and Sakura give me a hot chocolate. Suddenly I miss Takumi's hot choco and his warm smile and hug. I fake my smile to Sakura.

"Oh, I'm fine as always. Why you here Sakura?" I said as I stare at her. I thought she's a busy Tokyo people after all. I know she can see my eyes like a dead zombie who want some brains.

"Why you ask that? My dear clumsy friend is need me right now, even you deny it I can tell you that you need someone to comfort you Misaki, please don't reject me like you reject your mom and your sister. See you in this state really makes me feel hurt." Sakura said as her tears flow.

"Hey, hey it's fine you know. I'm sad. I admit it. But I'm fine now. I just can't accept the reality. It's too sudden. He supposed to marry me next month. But his fate is not with me. I feel like he always come to my dream Sakura. He said that I will be fine. How can I'm fine when I pregnant his baby. Oh God, Sakura what I supposed to do? Takumi die when I ask him to buy me that stupid green tea ice cream. I remember his smile- his bright and loveable smile- when he said 'I'll go misaki. Wait in here right and give me his last passionate kiss. I never thought that it was our last kiss sakura" I tell her all with my sobbing tears. I hug sakura as I cry in her shoulder.

That dream is still haunted me. The dream that represent our last day before my husband to be, Usui Takumi leave me to God-known alien  heaven. It still stuck in my head even he already leave me for a month.

"Hey Misa-chaaan. Do you want ice cream?" He play my hairs as he smirk.

"What are you doing baka!" I exclaimed but I give him a peck on his lips. He froze in a moment and I can see his face become redder. Oh I love this moment. I love his smirk before he attack me.

"Hey, don't do that. We are in public. Stop it Takumi!" I giggle as he touch my waist. He know I'm very weak at this spot.

"Who cares? You start it first Misa chan. This is your punishment for what you do!" He start tickle me. But somehow I success hold his hand and stop him from his action.

"You don't like it master? You want me to stop?" I said and show him my sad cat eyes. "It's okay then. Please from right now, stop touching me. Make a 2 meters distances between us master. I'm just your maid right?" I tease him but I don't know why my voice look like very sad and it sound like I'm being rejected. I drop his hand on the bench. I stare my feet and take another side of the bench. I love doing this. It's my game after all. Sorry bae.

"Hey, it's not like that Misaa-chan. I just feel like to tease you. C'mon you know I never meant it right?" he said and show me his famous chibi face. I try so hard to hold my laughter.

"No, I never know it. But, …. I want you not the ice cream!" I sticking out my tongue and try my best to look very cute with my amber eyes.

He just groan when he saw me smiling like that.

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“Misaki, just stay strong hun. Do anyone know about your pregnancy? Did his family know about this?” she ask me gently as I continue my teardrops on her shoulder. I try to remember everything.