Inside
I've been hiding from myself.
Tossing bottles in ocean!
Lying to myself, by myself, to myself.
I've never felt alone in this home I've built.
I've promise to battle the dark days without assistant cause life became a dark road when I needed assistance
Great wall, my resistance.
Personality, I needed to cope, cause the tears I wanted to fall,
Never cries out.
Sharp are my plans
The walls listen even when I dont, even when I dont, cause no one listen
Even I dont.
I question myself so hard I failed the test. I've made Adidas worn dragging from these bad days, only stopping when I needed to tie lace.
Not my own, I got zero Ace.
Time on my wrist frozen like deathstroke
Pressure high like a meteorite
Burden like gravity.
The people in my circle I cant define who's cavity.
First Aid in my palms they mistake this home for immunity.
Last night I forgot my identity
Questioning my sanity,
Cause not even I listen to myself
And its twisting plates beneath tree.
Wheres the community?
I dont wanna hassle but I got to grind
Even though sometimes I feel no vibe, i've lost who I wanna share it with.
this wound sunk deep between epidermis
Got me thinking about making the bags sleep, cause no matter how I win I cant buy retrieves.
So I dont trust a life.
I was still young when my dad died,
My brother follow.
Grave swallowed spit me out shallow
My heart cant break tomorrow yesterday I contemplate homicide
I know you thought I was gonna say suicide
Cause alot pretend to really ride
And alot my faith they really tried
I smile at this twarthed rope
Knotted noose on the hangman's nose
It plays a flute only God knows
I've been hiding from myself
Tossing bottles in ocean
Lying to myself
To myself by myself
I've never felt alone in this home I've built
Never felt alone alone.
This home, I've built.
