Hopefully I can get some of this in before 12:30.
Mirio opened up to me a bit and I'm really happy that he did, I want to be there for him. I want to know what he thinks and how he feels. It's the highlight of my day knowing that he's opening up even if it's just a small thing like this. There's still so much more to him that I don't know and I want to know more.
Today at work wasn't the best day but talking to Mirio in just general makes every bad thing feel so irrelevant. He makes me laugh everyday and every moment he gets to crack a joke, he's such an idiot and it's what I admire about him. Weird right? Why look up to someone who's always acting stupid and silly? Well he's not stupid, he's the absolute opposite of it. He's smart, smarter than anyone will think of him. He knows how to play his cards, he knows what moves to make and exactly how and when. Every breath and word he says, he says it right. He works hard everyday, and tries to fix and sort out his past mistake. I'm proud of him everyday for trying, weather it's him finding his paperwork or going out and talking to people about it. Everyday he's closer to fixing it I know he can do it, and I'm going to be here helping him any way that I can.
He's been stressed and I know that, but I never see it or hear it in his voice. Not until it's late at night or he gets home from work after a long day when we talk on the phone. How sleepy he sounds, how gentle and the slight noises he makes. He's so tired and yet he always pushes forward with the brightest smile and loudest laugh. Like I said he's like Mirio, always smiling and laughing, even with such a major setback for him, he's still going. He amazes me every single day, I know everything will work out in the end.
I have to go now, its just 2 past 30.
I guess I rambled on.
