Golden (Zarry)

I bleed green and gold

 "The "Lights Up" single released on National Coming Out Day celebrates Harry's LGBTQ+ fans. It's a song that celebrates embracing your ..." then he clicked on the music video link, well, the song is beautiful, Harry looks gorgeous, the only problem is, why others are touching Zayn's naked boyfriend? He didn't like this, at all, he was debating if he should even accept his invitation for tonight? he is angry with the guy!

He was driving himself crazy with overthinking when his phone rang, he gazed at the name, 'haz', should he even answer him? He decided to be mature, he didn't get to even say 'hello' when Harry started yelling "did you watch?! You liked it?!"

"Hello to you too Harry" he was annoyed yes, he was trying not to show it, though it was a big fail.

"HI! did you watch?! You liked it?!" he repeated, just adding hi this time.

"watch what Harry?" like he wasn't thinking about killing Harry for being between sweaty bodies two seconds ago.

"lights up! Seriously Zayn?! You didn't watch it?" he was genuinely hurt; he was he most excited to show it to Zayn for fuck's sake.

"oh that, yeah, congrats," his tone said everything words couldn't.

"I knew I'll get this reaction" Harry mumbled, obviously disappointed, he wanted his lover happy with what he was doing, but he couldn't even have that.

"then why did you make it like that?" Zayn asked he didn't want to hurt Harry, but he was hurt too, he wanted Harry to understand that.

"cuz that's who I am Zayn, I don't want to hide it!"

"Alright, leave it"

"leave it?! I can't! I can't just leave it when you ask me to!" alright, so people were staring at him, probably the studio wasn't the best place to fight with his lover.

"well" Zayn paused, "that's all I would say"

"fine!" and with that, he ended the call, he just gathered his stuff and flew out, he wanted to party, but that wouldn't happen anymore, the mood was fucked up.

When the curly singer reached his apartment, he slammed the door shut at the thought of what he wanted to do, his plans for the night, he wanted to ask the big question, but OH WELL, guess he needs to clean all the candles and balloons, it was a stupid idea anyway.

"what were you thinking Harry?" he mumbled with a sigh, he just threw himself on the couch, decided he will deal with cleaning the house latter.

Shutting the whole world seemed like a good plan, so he just closed his eyes to take a nap, maybe when he wakes up he would feel less dead inside.

Meanwhile, Zayn was listening to lights up on repeat, letting the song sink in, then he searched through his phone for Harry's second album, which Harry sent him a couple of days ago, he was the first who listened to the whole thing.

All the songs were nice, but there was just one song that always hit him different, "Golden"

Zayn never really asked Harry but deep down he knew the song is written for him, he put the song on repeat and took a shower, nice and soothing.

After hours of thinking, Zayn decided that whatever they had was deeper than this, they can't break things up cuz of a music video, and honestly, he didn't hear Harry complain about his music videos, he should probably apologize.

10 times, Zayn called Harry 10 times in a row, but the green-eyed boy was ignoring him, what he didn't know was Harry put his phone on silent the first time he saw Zayn 's name popped up on his phone, well, all he could do now was to take a trip to Harry's apartment, so Zayn called a cab, took his iPod with him, and started playing his favorite song of the album.