That's the question that I asked myself as I was standing on the edge of the cliff. I came here with a purpose in mind, but it vanished as soon as I made it to the top. Why now? Why is that every time I'm close to doing it, it always backfires. I don't fear death, it's just something normal in life. So why can't I jump? Is it because I have unfinished business in this life? Your probably wondering how did I even get to this point, well I'll tell you, although it's nothing special, and kind of dumb if you ask me.