20 years without BTS

It's not a series ff it's a ff where all ARMYs can remember forever

After 20 years without BTS

I am now living in Korea, I was roaming around then I saw a child who reminds me of someone...someone important, someone I really love. I asked for his name and then he said he was lost and was looking for his father. I asked for his father's name, and with that, my tears flowed down when I heard the name of his father. Yes, he was the son of my bias, my long missed bias. The child asked me why am I crying and I just answered with a smile. Now I know, my bias and the man that I love the most really lived happily and well, after all those goodbyes. While walking, I saw a figure of a man. He look young and handsome and the child I am with ran through that man and hugged him, the child called that man as “Dad.” My world just stopped, and tears was flowing down again. Now, after 20 years of waiting... I finally saw my bias. He's still funny and very handsome as before. The child dragged me to his father who's still confuse of what is just happening. The child introduced me to his dad, he thanked me for helping out his child. I smiled and said, “I-I'm an ARMY” I spit out by looking at him and the man in front of me froze for a second, until tears started to appear from his ever-gorgeous eyes. And he said “Really? Until now? Oh I-I don't know what to feel *he's emotional* Thank you. Thank you for keeping your promise, thank you for not leaving us. Even if we had to part our ways and left you all behind, I'm so sorry. Sorry for hurting your feelings and--” “You are still here” *pointing my chest*. I was crying, now I've finally got the chance too see my bias close. “Did you waited? I'm sorry if I didn't able to marry you.” His tears were also continuously flowing, I couldn't help but to cry too. I missed them, a lot. “Yes, we do. Don't be sorry, as long as you're happy. Then, I am more happier” I answered. “Do you still listen to our songs?” He asked then I smiled. “Nunkkocci tteoreojyeoyo” I started singing spring day, my favorite song. He also smiled and started singing too, “Tto jogeumssik meoreojyeoyo” tears started to flow from my eyes again, “Bogoshipda, bogoshipda” as I continued. “I missed you a lot too” he said while wiping out my tears. He suddenly hugged me tight, I could feel the sadness and loneliness in his voice. “Please, be happy too. Don't leave the family we've made together, pls treasure every memory we had together before” he said while hugging me. Memories suddenly popped up in my mind, from the day I met and loved BTS. Until the day that they had their last concert and waved goodbye to ARMYs. “I will be happy. Be happy too, and don't forget us ARMYs. We will forever love you” then I already burst in front of him, it really hurts a lot. I said, “As far as I remembered, you wanted to be a good father just like your father and now, you already did. You know what, I love you so much to the point that I can't live without you, yeah I'm just your fan but you mean so much to me. Even though now I'm not that luckiest girl you would love and married but I'm still grateful that I met you. Many years passed by and I will keep on loving you, even from afar. I never loved a man the way I love you.” “I'm sorry. You can find someone who truly loves you” he smiled bitterly and nodded. He waved goodbye and turned back, he will now go home. I wiped my tears out and said, “I still want you, Kim Taehyung” while he's walking away from me.