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https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6AtPE1kOWOPvPOb9j6gZc74?si=6s2SdnkDQgieT-NLtyDidwNF- trauma
"Say you're there when I feel helpless
If that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
Stand alone, my soul is jealous"SUGA- Shadow
"No one told me How lonely it is up here..."
"Smile. Why are you hesitating? Isn't this what you wanted?"AJR- Come Hang Out
"Last album's sales could have been higher
Maybe that's why I haven't seen friends in awhile"
"Come hang out
'Cause you're outta your mind
You're working so damn hard
You forgot what you like
And come hang out"ISSAC DUNBAR- Issac Insects
"They think I'm hot
And haunt my room
And it scares me
Oh, how it scares me"SASHA SLOAN- too sad to cry
"I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up"AU/RA- Ghost
"Can't see myself in the mirror
Does that mean I'm not really here?
I'm losin' touch with everything I know
And I'm so scared that I'll end up, I'll end up, I'll end up alone"BTS-Louder than Bombs
People say they're jealous of us
The pain I have, they say it's hypocrisyBillie Eilish- Everything I Wanted
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm being honest
It might have been a nightmareRuel- Hard Sometimes
"Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes
But life (But life)
Just seems to happen right before my eyes
'Cause I feel like I'm not there
'Cause my head is up somewhere"Isaac Dunbar-Suicide
Fog Lake- Push
I wish I was just a little bit younger
Then I wouldn't be afraid like this
Push it in just a little bit furtherI don't wanna be alone right now
God, I wish it was a little bit later
Think I'd rather be asleep right now
Dream about some mistake I madeTroye Sivan- Ease
I'm down to my skin and bones
And my mum, she can't put down the phone
and stop asking how I'm doing all alone, alone
But the truth is the stars are falling, ma
And the wolves are out calling, ma
And my home has never felt this farIssac Dunbar- Mime
Sophie Simmons- Creep
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soulBTS Ft Charli XCX- Dream Glow
Sometimes I stop and stare
Follow my dreams right there
Dream glow
My dream is to stay here
I won't give up
You'll glow
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