Captured Soul (Mafia Boss Dazai X Reader)

Chapter 1

[✨Hello everyone! This is my first fanfic ever! I finally gained enough courage to share this story I made up. I have made up a few characters of my own for this story but I really hope you'll enjoy it! BTW this is more of a BSD Beast AU. ✨
🚨🚨there is mention of Suicide in the first part of this chapter but I'll put this emoji 📍📍to show that it ended :)🚨🚨You don't have to read it btw, it's more of a foreshadow. Anywho I hope YALL ENJOY IT ✨✨]

Never have I felt so scared. So scared to the point where I think death is the only way out. I didn't know what to do or where to go. All I know is that I have eyes set on me. Eyes that watch my every move, judging me and my skills.

I see the fire consuming the once oh beautiful city. A little art piece caught itself in a crossfire.

"Are you satisfied Dazai?" I said as I looked at the horizon of the Yokohama feeling the wind against my hair and face. He didn't reply and instead put his arms around my waist and put his chin on my shoulder. "Are you finally going to stop this nightmare for me?" I said as tears were running down my face. I never wanted this, never wanted people to die because of me.

Curse this ability.

"I'll say when I'm satisfied but for now enjoy the little show. It will be our little message to our enemy" he said in a heartless tone. I looked up to him with anger in my eyes and the urge to kill him right here right now. I can't, his ability would stop my ability. I walked away down to my room and locked the door. I went up to the window and saw Atsushi killing. Then went to my stand and found a photo of me, my husband, and my little son. I held it up to my chest and cried. I still held it up to my chest and walked to the window again. I think my time has come. This is all I can do to stop this madness, to stop the killings of innocent lives. I looked up at the smoky sky, and close my eyes. Took a deep breath and exhaled. Filling my lungs with smokey air. Slowly I opened my window and climbed it. My hair began to flow along with the wind. It was breezy but contaminated.

I looked down and I got scared but I get to finally go home. I felt happy and I haven't felt that in such a long time. I stretched my leg out and fell. My eyes closed feeling the gravity bringing me down and as it did I squeezed the photo more and more. I finally get to be away from this hell.

I guess people were right, Earth is hell. Living is hell.

However, I didn't feel the ground. Instead, I felt a strong pair of arms holding me. It felt warm, but was I finally with my love?

Was I finally home with my family?

I looked up and my eyes widened.

This can't be.

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I woke up, with the feeling of fresh air and a newly washed blanket. The ethereal smell made me smile, knowing I am with the most kindest and smart man ever. I fluttered my eyes open and saw my husband,
(H/N), drooling like a little kid. While holding in my laugh, I heard the door bust open. Then felt a huge weight crashing against my body. "Oof!" I said while looking up seeing my little son, (S/N). That jump made my stomach burst into laughter. "Hahaha, you two make me laugh way too much!" I said while laughing, making my husband wake up from his good sleep.

"What's all the ruckus?" Said (H/N), drying up his saliva and looked up at you. I stopped laughing and smiled. "I love you all!" I said.

We got up from our bed and got ready for the day. While making my way to the restroom, I heard the TV turn on. Preparing myself, washing my face and all, then I heard the news lady.

" Good Morning to the citizens of Yokohama! What a bright and sunny today it will be. I hope everyone's day will be great today! Just a reminder that the mayor of the city has passed a curfew starting today. It will begin from 8 pm to 6 am. Please, we advise you to stay indoors. The situation with the Mafia is still going. We still do not know when it will end, but more information will be announced later tod-"

" Jeez, can't these mafia people get a life or something?" I heard (H/N), while he tossed the control on the sofa. I got out of the restroom and looked at him, hearing the news about curfew and violence just brings so much anxiety to me. "We might have to move to another city since it's not safe for (s/n). Or maybe another country??" I smirked at him while he looks so done with everything.

(H/N) works in the government, he is just a scientist that studies people with abilities. He knows a bunch of people with abilities, even the people in the mafia since they are registered right when they discover the ability. However, he can't study them because of their occupation. Plus, the government keeps his information confidential just in case. So, on paper he is not married nor does he have a son. Which, breaks my heart sometimes.

He may have information of citizens with abilities, yet I know he will never have mine.

I have been running for my whole life, changing identities, and living with strangers just to run away from governments all over the world. (H/N) doesn't know I have an ability, and I hope he never does so I can keep him safe. My ability can give humanity full of knowledge. I can open portals to space and change time. I can summon the sun in the palm of my hand. The name of my ability is "FEAR THE SKY". The bad people believe that this ability will give them a chance to create weapons or conquer planets. Plus, they obtain knowledge of life and humanity. I don't like the idea of me becoming a weapon for anyone, I just want to live free.

Curse this ability.

"How about we go out and have a picnic, since it's been a while we are all here together!" I said getting breakfast ready. "Sure! Thank god, I need a break!" (H/N) said while sitting down getting ready to eat.

Breakfast was made and eaten.

We all decided to go to the store and get a few things for the picnic, "how about we make some cinnamon rolls for dessert?" I asked to (S/N). He nods with excitement.

When we finished our grocery shopping we head back home and prepared our basket. Taking a few hours to prepare things but all went well. Until, (H/N)'a phone rang. I knew full well they called him to go to work. He answered "Hello... wait calm down ! WHAT!?". I looked over to him and he looked extremely worried. I walked up to him and put my hand on top of his shoulders, giving him a reassuring smile. He slowly smiled back and kissed my forehead.

"Okay, I'll be there right away!"

"What happened?"

"Looks like someone broke into the government archives. And stole important documents of ability users. I have to go, I'll make it up to you for our picnic." He said giving a sad smile. He grabbed his belongings and left.

I looked over to (S/N) who was clearly upset. I bent down to see him eye to eye, "Don't worry we'll hang out soon! I promise". (S/N) didn't say anything and I patted his head. " Why don't we give some of this food to our neighbor, I know she might need it" I stated. The old granny next door doesn't get a lot of visitors from her children so she is often alone. Sometimes she would invite me for some tea and she would tell me all these stories.

"Okay..."

We both headed out and walked to her house. We knocked and waited for a bit. Finally the door opened slowly " Oh hello there! Come in come in !" Granny said with excitement.

"Good afternoon!" I said giving her a hug. "Sorry we came in without a notice but (S/N) wanted to give you something!"

"Here, me mom and dad made some food!" Handing over the basket to Granny. "Oh my, you shouldn't have! Thank you! I'll for sure enjoy it since it's made by my favorite little neighbor" Granny softly pinched his cheek.

So we stayed for hours talking to granny and drank some tea.

{ AYOOOO this is my first book so I'm sorry if it was bad 💀, but I do hope you enjoy it ! }