Your Guardian Angel | Jenlisa

Prologue

 when i see your smile, tears run down my face.
             
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Angel.

That's what you always call me.

I don't know why, but every time you call me your angel,

I love hearing it.

My love, do you remember?

you always asked me if I would stay in your life,

and I always said yes.

you asked me if I can be your guardian angel,

and i said yes.

I said yes, even though I know your question is childish.

even though we both know that you're serious about that,

I said yes.

You know why I always said yes?

Because even though I'm not really an angel,

Even if you haven't asked me that,

Even if you didn't say anything,

I'm always here for you.

I will never leave you and i will always stay.

You know why?

Because that's what my heart wants to do,

and that's my decision.

I will do everything for you,

Because your happiness matters to me.

I promise you, right?

That I'm always here for you when you need me,

I'll always be by your side,

I'll be your crying shoulder when you feel hurt,

I'll always wait for you to come home and i'll give you a hug when you need to,

I'll make you happy when you're sad and hurt,

I always make you smile and tell you how happy I am to have you in my life,

I always make you laugh when you're  bad mood,

I will protect you from the people who want to hurt you,

I will always look to you in the distance, and I will watch what you do,

And I will correct the things you do wrong.

I'll guide you to all the right things,

And I will keep you away from the bad things.

And most of all, I will love you.

Even if you don't love me the same way i do,

I will always love you.

Even though you love him, I still love you.

Even though it hurts to see you in someone else's arms,

I will always love you,

I'll wait for you.

not now,

but in our second life,

I will meet you there and i will wait for you.

I fulfill all my promises to you.

I kept and did it, my love.

but I have the last one to fulfill my promise to you.

And that is to let you go.

"are you sure about your decision?"

I'm smiling while staring at the daisy that I was holding.

I lifted my head to the sky and i closed my eyes, "I know one day she'll be happy with him." I muttered.

"And I know he would take care of her, that's why I know i'm sure in my decision." I added.

I slowly opened my eyes and I stared at the girl who's smiling while she's holding the man's hand.

"I can see how happy she is with him," I said while looking at the two.

"and that's what's important to me. If that makes her happy, I'll be happy for her." i murmured.

my tears slowly fell down on my face, I smiled while i'm watching her laughing.

"Even though I am not the reason of her happiness, I will be happy with her."

"can you let her go?"

I looked at him and i shake my head.

"No, i can't. it's not the right time yet." I said and looked up at the sky.

"When that day comes and I fulfill my promises to her, I know in that moment, I will let her go."

"and when that time comes, I can  leave her."

"can you really leave her?"

I nodded, "I have to, taehyung."

I took a deep breath before closing my eyes.

"I love her, but she deserves to be happy." I said.

"Even if she doesn't love me the same way i love her, i'll always be her guardian angel."

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Jennie kim.

My nini.

My bestfriend.

My love.

i'll be your guardian angel,

                          -always and forever.