Jenny and her life

Chapter 1 my world

I'm an ordinary girl I study at Buckley School of Miami I'm a seventh-grade girl but my life is more simple but I harm myself a lot than you think if I would show you all my scars you would be ashamed of having such friend sometimes even I don't go to school because I have appointment with the psychologist and doctors and etc. I ttake a pill every day one for anxiety and the other one is for depression I know you guys might think oh god she's another depressed girl well my life is a more hard than you think.My dad and my mom divorced when I was three my father slapped my mom and he was drunk now I don't know where is he he might be in the army maybe.I go to the grocery store and buy two packs of beer and get drunk I want to try to commit suicide but it never really worked out I have a Friend called Annie she's always nice to me but she is weird but when I need her she's next to me you know it's.So amusing that how can a long sleeve and A fake smile can hide all your problems I never tell what happens to me in the school to my mom because if I would she would slap me or do stuff or overreact my teachers always ask why are your sleeves down even the hottest day and I say it's cold for me.if my mother would know what I'm doing with my sharpener razor she would send me to a phsycic hospital but I know one day all of this is going to end.