This is what I ask when I am in pain. Thinking about how to keep myself sane. I'm trying not to numb all the pain but what do I gain when I just remain in this constant state of pain. Why can't I just push it away and say it's all okay, I know that it isn't but it will be someday. So why...Why do I still say those three words to you after all that you do that hurts me? Why.
