WARNINGS: SELF HARM, STARVATION, HATE COMMENTS AND DORBYNNNN
Corbyns P.O.V
The boys and i are currently on our 8 letters tour in Europe, they are all having so much fun but me not so much, everytime we go on stage i kinda get stage fright, i just feel like i shouldnt be in the band, i cant sing, cant dance im not 'hot' as the fans say, as the other boys but dani always tells me otherwise hes a great boyfriend but sometimes he cares too much, i also feel like im getting fat so iv started starving myself and if the boys are with me and we go out for food ill eat it slowly but throw it up afterwards, none of the boys know but i have a problem, i think Daniel is slowly figuring out that im starving myself, anyways thats whats going on with my life right now but lets get right to where i am now right at this moment.
The boys and i are sat in out living room watching tv, well the boys were watching tv i was sat by the window watching the LA world go by and just thinking about 'stuff', i was in my own little world and i didnt hear all the boys talking about going out for food until Daniel came over n tried speaking to me but i didnt notice as i was in my own little depressing world.
Daniels P.O.V
Me and the boys have been talking about what to do for dinner and we decided to go out and of course you could guess where our little Zachary Herron persuaded us to go, of course chick-fil-a (not sure how its spelt i dont live in LA i live in the UK correct me if im wrong) but i noticed Corbyn wasnt with us and then i turned around to see him blankly staring out the window, i wonder what hes thinking hes been acting really strange lately and dont seem to be eating much.
I get up and walk over to Corbyn trying to get his attention "hey babe" i said with a smile but its like im not even there or like he didnt hear a word i said "Corb0ne helloooo" still nothing so i tapped his shoulder and he looked at me "oh hey dani" he says to me with a smile but i can see its not real "babe whats the matter you've not been yourself lately" i needed to say it but he just laughed "what are you on about dani im perfectly fine i always am anyways whats up handsome" he can be a strange boy sometimes "um ok then and we are going out for food Zach's persuaded Jonah to take us to chick-fil-a" Corbyn's face dropped as soon as i said the word food "oh um yeah ok and of course thats where zach wanted to go but im not very hungry Dani so no thanks" i sighed "come on Corbs you need to eat you've not eaten all day" i said to him to try get him to come with us "i had food earlier" i knew he didnt "Corbyn your coming to have food with us we have a show tonight you need to eat you've not eaten today corbs iv been with you in the same room all day and you've just been sat here since u got up" im trying to persuade him but i get nothing but luckily jonah comes along and he always listens to jonah but usually always listens to me.
Jonah's P.O.V
"Corbyn your coming with us come on lets go" needed to help dani out someway "ughh fine whatever just let me go get ready" and off he goes to his bedroom "thanks Jo" "no problem dani just look out for him ok" daniel nodded at me.
(Im lazy so time skip till they get to soundcheck Sponsored by Jacks not so noodle hair)
Corbyns P.O.V
We came straight to the venue for soundcheck from dinner and as soon as we got in the venue i ran off to find the toilets.
Once i found them i ran inside and made myself throw up all the food i ate, but one thing i did not realise was Daniel followed me and now he knows so i walked out the toilet and saw Daniel with tears in his eyes "Daniel its not what it looks like" "Corbyn why are you doing this to yourself" i need something to cover it up with "doing what im just not feeling well Dani im fine trust me ok"
Please believe it "hhhh fine Corbyn if u promise your ok" so closeeee "im perfectly fine Daniel ok" "ok babe whatever u say" hes so cute but i feel bad for lying.
A few minutes later when we are all sat in the dressing room 2 hours before soundcheck
Still Corbyn's P.O.V
