**This is in the form of a diary. Point of view is Josh Roden. He is a normal 16 year old boy who was captured and brought to the vampires** First story I've actually written so Im sorry if it sucks. Hope you enjoy**
~Joshes Diary~
Nov 8,
DAY1:
Cashy was very giggly. Terry and I hate each other more than anything. Kyler was ok. Kylers my new master but I don't obey him very well. His face if stunning and his body. The power he holds over me deciding if i live or die. its exciting.. I tried escaping but they found me. I've been moved from the basement to Kylers room. His warm body on my felt relaxing. Before I know it I was asleep.
Nov 9,
DAY2:
Mykie is the new guy here along with Amazon. Amazon's pretty chill we can get along, its mykie I don't like. Kyler seems to like him a lot.Im not saying I hate him. He's a great guy and pretty chill too but what. Am I jealous? I dont know but I seem to feel angry whenever I see them together. And what now? Im being moved from kylers room to Amazons? NO! I wont stand for this. I got so angry about this I broke my foot kicking a dresser. Do I like Kyler? Is it possible?
Nov10,
DAY3:
As days go on I'm falling more and more for Kyler. Even if he does use me as a blood bag and freaks out at me when I don't call him master. Kyler likes mykie I know it. It's not fair. What does Mykie have I dont? I have spunk he doesn't. Shit no no no I cant be gaining feelings for Kyler. He almost drained my best friends blood. I tried helping Amazon so I threw something at Kyler yelling at him. Terry already broke my wrist and now I have to feed Amazon and put him in bed. Kyler loves Mykie I just need to suck it up and except it. Why is it so hard. Has kyler compelled me? Who knows, I just know I dont like it one bit. Kyler was in the living room with Terry who obviously hates me so I decided to try something. I had amazon wrapped in my arms as I kissed him hard and passionatly. Did it make kyler jealous?I damn bloody hope so. Kyler and Terry were talkng about cashy as we came through kissing. Ky's mouth dropped as if he wear hurt. YES! It worked I made kyler jealous and the best part was, Amazon didnt fight me so the plan was working but I think I hurt Amazon, ugh how could I be so stupid. Crap now he's looking for mykie. This will not end well!I sat down by terry and we talked for a bit about how she also loved Kyler and once you love him you can't stop. If she were still human she would be bawling right now leaning on my shoulder. Kyler was in his room with Mykie and all I hear are moans and commands. NO! Ok Im done. Mykie and kyler were having sex as Terry and I were talking about how it hurt us. Kyler didn't care not one bit. I walked into the kitchen grabbing a kinf then I realised what's the point. I then went to my room and took 40 sleeping pills and I was out. I dont know if Im dead or not but why would kyler care? He didn't love her the way I love him. Woah hold up! Did I just say that I love Kyler? Holy shit I love him, I love Kyler Dawson Grey! And Im going to tell him if I ever wake up. The second I see him I'll tell him.
Nov12,
DAY4:
When I finally awoke Kyler was waiting for me in his office. I didn't know why but when I walked in there and he was leaning againt his desk. His perfect body made me love him more. He called me over and yelled at me for what I heard the night before and letting Terry drink my blood aswell. Kyler pulled me in and kissed my neck it felt nice and I closed my eyes. He kept kissing me but then I realised I was just played as he roughly stuck his fangs into my skin drinking my blood. It hurt more than usual, as he kept drinking he took more than usual I told him to stop he didn't listen. Kyler hated being told what to do and he dug his fangs deeper letting more blood flow from my neck. I started feeling faint as I let a tear roll down my cheek begging him to stop. Kyler then let me go and saw I was crying wondering why I was crying. Truth was I act tough so I wont cry and I just finally snapped. He kissed my neck and my tears away, picked me up and I asked him about hearing everything I say. Kyler smiled sonftly and said how its strange Im falling for a monster. Kyler wasn't a monster he was cofused so he took it out by taking people and using them as slaves. He carried me to bed and let me know he'd be there when I awaken from my slumber. I closed my eyes and layed there until he left the house. I got out of bed and ran down stairs to Eva and Terry begging them to help me plan a party for Kyler, it had to be perfect for him, I had to make him love me. Kyler came home and saw what I did for him, he loved it. I gave him a red martini and he drank it then realising it was my blood, he sat me on his lap and drew circles on my chest until Eva and Tash a new slave ran outside. Kyler planted me on the couch running outside and dragging them back in as I groaned. Later that day I went to get chips and when I came back out I saw Terry and Kyler sucking faces on the couch. It hurt to see and I dropped my bowel and ran to my room. I tried to be nice. I tried to get you to like me but no you turn around and Fuck Terry? Why dodn't you like me Kyler? Why? I made you a party, made you a martini our of my own blood, did exactly as you told me. Im sorry Im so stupid. Im sorry Im human. JUST MAKE ME A VAMPIRE TO THEN OR KILL ME! Maybe I can make him jealous. Cashy's in my room. we could hit the walls and break stuff, we could make the bed squeak by jumping on it. Yelling loud as we pretend to have sex. This would work. I know it. Kyler came storming into my room from the noises Cashy and I were making, he yelled at her to get out and she ran for it. Before I knew it Kyler was on me draining my blood and everything went dark. He finally stopped and carried me to his room and I opened my eyes weak, shakey and crying. Kyler got me a drink and food, but after I finished them he told me to go home. Home? I had no home so I said "I love you" and walked to a bar. After a bit I got fairly drunk and went to the park using the payphone there to call my cell, Amazon answered and was confused so I hung up and went to the park banch falling asleep in the pooring rain. When I awoke I was back in Kylers room and he was taking off my shoes and socks, I was more confused than ever before. He then took off my pants and sat me up smiling saying I needed a shower before I get sick? Why would he care? He's being very kind right now making sure Im alright and telling me that Im confused because Im drunk. Kyler took off my shirt and now picked me up again still saying I needed a shower. I didn't want a shower I just wanted to be in his arms forever not letting go. "Just a Short one, just Stand under the water. Get warm. Okay? That's all I ask, Love." Kyler almost begged of me. WOAH! LOVE? Where'd that come from? He called me love. He put me in the bathroom and left me for my shower. I just stood under the water letting it heat me up waiting for Kyler to come get me and give me my clean clothes, while I waited I started singing I don't know why but I just did. All of a sudden I felt a presence watching meso I stopped singing and looked. It was Kyler. He just smirked at me and said "hello" Like nothing had ever happened, he seemed a lot happier and nicer now. Did he just need to keep his blood bag? Probably. I got out the shower wrapping a towel around me to keep myself warm. Suddenly there was a knock at the door and it was Amazon, my friend. He had made me food. Awww how sweet, this is why this boy if my best friend. Kyler thanked him for getting me my food and gave me my boxers. He also told Amazon he can call him Kyler which is wierd seeing Kyler would rip off your head if you didn't call him master. At this point I was even more confused, and to top it off Kyler wrapped his arms around my waist and let me cuddle into him. No this tops it off, Kyler told me he was making all three of us dinner and walked away. Woah wierd night.
//**so thats what I have so far. please let me know what you think. thank you. also if someone has a story pretty much the same please let me know. I dont want to cause trouble**\\
