CHASING ME DOWN [COMPLETED]

Chapter 27

"....." I was lost for words.
"I know I've not been the best person lately. But that's because I don't know how you can't see how precious you are. You deserve much more Jael. Give me a chance. With God's help to treat you right, we can be happy."
"I want to give you all the love and care that you've longed for all these years."

He paused and getting up, he helped me up and came closer.
"What do you say Jael? Would you be my girlfriend?"
"Myles..." looking at him straight in the eye, I gently shook my head in response.

Truth was that I wasn't sure what I felt for him. I didn't want to ruin our friendship but starting a relationship with him when I was unsure of my feelings for him.

Myles has meant the world to me ever since I've known him. He's been more than a friend- he was a brother. But to be with?.... guess I never really saw him in that light.

"Myles... I'm sorry...
"No, it's fine." He spoke while retreating to his car. I followed closely behind.

He took me home and drove off without a word. He was clearly hurt and it was all because of me.

Jayla met me on my way to my room.
"You said yes didn't you?"
I slowly walked into my room and locked the door. I think she got the message and didn't bother me that night.

In the comfort of my room, I let it all out. I didn't know what was going on with me but I felt this deep pain inside like an arrow was shot right through my heart. It ached.

Oh goodness... my head's a mess.
I reached for my phone and dialled Myles' number but for countless times, it went straight to voicemail.

I called his home. His mum answered.
"Jael dearest."
"Mrs. Simmons."
"How are you doing my dear?"
"I'm good. Thank you for asking. Is Myles at home?"
"No, I thought he was out with you."
"We got back a few minutes ago."
"Oh okay. I'm sure he's gonna grab something at the supermarket. I don't think he'll be long."
"Yeah I guess. Can you please tell him I called when he gets back."
"Certainly, my dear."

But that was far fetched. I knew Myles wouldn't be back later. He's hurt and knowing him, I'm sure he'll stay away till he's finally healed. I felt his pain and I shared in his hurt.

I care for you Myles so wherever you are, please stay safe.