Not belong is a very well-known feeling on my part.
I prefer to be alone.
I am called as crazy,funny and new to me shy and closed.
That's it,
many judge from the first impression or appearance.
My problem is,
that I adapt and forego my needs.
At first I don't notice,
but when I'm with others or alone,
I notice who and how I am different that it seems.
It maybe,
that I just found myself found how I want to be.
I want to be me.
If you don't accept that it's not my problem.
I'd rather be alone,
as someone who doesn't understand me or who just don't want to understand me.
Although I felt too unpredictable a few second ago,
I have now reached the bottom again.
I do not get it,
it can't be like a fairy tale,
of course,
but I don't expect that.
The only thing I want is my time,
to be me without pretending.
I can't be me for not everyone,
but these people are not by my side.
Thank you for reading my post, I hope you enjoyed it!
