Ashkii's P.O.V.
Serena pulled me away from Jess just to be sure that she couldn't hear us. She pulled me over to all of our friends and they all stared at me.
"Did you breakup yet?" Clara asked, an excited look on her face.
"No. I'll do it Saturday. And we aren't even dating shut the fuck up. " I answered
"On prom night? Damn, you're an asshole. Glad it isn't me on the other side of the bet." Clara said, making everyone laugh and snicker.
"Anyway, I'll catch up with you guys later." I told them, leaving their sides and walking out the cafeteria doors. The thought of telling Jess about this bet made my stomach churn, and not in a good way.
Of course when I accepted the bet, I didn't know what would happen. But now that I know her, and I mean really know her I feel guilty as hell. She didn't even know me and she accepted me into her house, into her life. How could she do that? I almost wish that she just ignored me and didn't get in my car that day. But the selfish part of me craves her and likes everything about her. She was innocent, so small, so quiet. She was almost happy the way she was then, almost. And now she's even more happy and in a few days, I'm going to step on that happiness and shatter her heart.
I walked out and over to where she stood, in front of the bleachers. Her hand was covering her mouth in shock, her beautiful long brown hair was covered in droplets of rain and her crystal blue eyes stared at the one word, formed of umbrellas.
I came up to her side and admired her. She looked as beautiful as ever. Her slim and slender body stif from shock. Just seeing her this happy is making my heart's surface crack.
She looked to me with tears in her eyes. She removed her hand to reveal a wide grin covering her face. I looked over to the umbrellas and then back to her as if asking if she accepted. She laughed silently before she stepped towards me and leaned in, kissing my lips. This made my heart break.
But, no matter how guilty I felt, I've been wanting to do this for a long ass time.
My hands wrapped around her waist and pulled her closer to me. Our lips fit perfectly together and I couldn't explain the pure bliss I felt kissing her. Her hands went up my neck and into my hair, her fingers getting lost in it. My tongue swiped her bottom lip, begging for entrance. She hesitantly opened her mouth and my tongue slid in.
This lasted for a little while longer until she pulled away from lack of breath. I rested my forehead against hers and stared into her eyes.
"Does this mean yes?" I whispered to her. She giggled and nodded excitedly. Now, my heart was in a million pieces and scattered everywhere.
* * *
Jess's P.O.V.
Ashkii offered to drive me home for the millionth time today but I declined. As soon as the last bell of the day rang, I shoved my way past everyone and ran home as fast as I could.
I burst into my house, making my mother who was watching tv jump.
"Mom!" I screamed happily. She immediately jumped up and ran over to me.
"What? What's going on?" She asked worriedly. I held her shoulders and stared at her.
"Ashkii asked me to prom!" I told her screaming and jumping, she joined me in it but stopped.
"That means we have to get you a dress!" She squealed excitedly. I nodded and she quickly grabbed all her shit and we ran out the door, to go prom dress hunting.
~ Saturday Afternoon ~
It was already three o'clock and prom started at seven and I haven't done anything in the process of getting ready. I quickly ran to my bathroom and jumped into the shower.
When I got out I put on my undergarments and went straight to drying my hair and then curling it.
Yesterday, my mom took me to get my nails painted and I got them a dark purple shade.
After I finished curling my hair, I ,very carefully, slipped on my dress. Then I got started with my make up. I was putting so much effort into this.
I started imagining how it would go. I'm doing something normal. I'm going to prom with a boy I really, really like. This is going to be the best night of my life. After I finished everything it was six o'clock.
"Shoes, shoes...." I muttered to myself, walking around my room looking for my new shoes. They were wedged heels with a strap that wet across the front of my foot and had a small bow on it.
"Mom! Where are my shoes?!" I asked her, starting to panic. "They are down here honey!" She yelled back. I hurried down stairs with my iPod in hand and over to the front door where my shoes stood.
I slipped them on just as a knock came at the door. My mother opened it up to see Ashkii in a tux with a single rose in his hand. His eyes found me and his eyes lit up. I subconsciously ran my hands down my dress to straighten it.
"Hi." I said nervously. He smiled, almost sadly, as he looked at my appearance.
"Hey there. You ready?" He asked, he voice cracking. I nodded and walked to him. "Wait pictures!" My mom hollered, making us doing poses. Then she helped us with the flower thing and then we were on our way to the venue.
* * *
When we arrived, there was already so many people there. Ashkii got out first and went around, opening my door for me. I took his hand and climbed out.
Even though my heels made me significantly taller, Ashkii was still a lot taller than me. We linked our arms before walking to the entrance where we had to stop to take, yet another picture.
About an hour went by of awkward dancing and talking, but mostly just sitting down at the tables and fucking around with each other.
It wasn't exactly how I imagined it, but I was having a ton of fun. Someone had spiked the punch bowl and everyone was getting drunk off their asses.
Ashkii offered to go get me some but I declined immediately. I don't feel like getting addicted to alcohol now.
"I have to go to the bathroom. Be right back." He explained, leaving a small kiss on my cheeks. Then, he left me alone in a big room with a ton of teenagers who hated me, and were grinding on each other. Suddenly, Ashkii's friend Serena ,I think, came over and sat next to me.
"Hey there Jessie." She slurred, obviously drunk with the overwhelming smell of alcohol on her breath.
"Um hi. Can I help you with something?" I asked awkwardly. She giggled at me and got closer to my face.
"Why are you still h-here?" She hiccuped in the middle of the sentence. When I raised my eyebrow at her and didn't answer, she took that as a sign to speak. "Ohhh! He didn't tell you yet? Ah the stupid fucks lags, I'll just tell you. He doesn't love you, he doesn't even like you. Our friends and I all made a bet that he could get you to tell him everything personal about yourself and obviously, fall in love with him. Of course we also wanted him to take your virginity card, but we couldn't wait that long."
"It was all a lie."
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