A goddess among mortal men that's how Id refer to her if someone asked. she stands at a mountain all to herself with all the world's most breath-taking treasures. Divine, no that would be an insult to someone of her caliber she can give you the world as a mother gives a child life. She is by far the definition of love, not how you perceive love, but how love perceives this world. A helping hand when no one is around, the warm embrace when you need it most, the soft hand on your shoulder when you reach the deepest pit of Gehenna. The light at the bottom of a lake, for she knows no boundaries she is all places at once just by thought. She is my hope, my light and sometimes my anchor, but most importantly the love of this drastic life I live. I find myself at the end of my rope more than a few times all the blood I have drained out of my body for the sake of a "good time ". She is they're with me for the whole ride enjoying every little joke, smile, laugh, scream. Only once has she ever left me a day forgotten by time itself destroyed by the hands of Shiva. Descriptions can go for eons or tell my death but, then her name would ring through history shaking the core of every society. Some think they are in love, hanging with their lovers holding on to the cherish memories of times that one truly misses. It hurts their soul to be alone in this world without the one they take each step of life with, to not be with them is a loss. So, on that note why don't you take my hand and dance with me until the night ends. Until the night comes to a crashing halt in my car as we get lost into each other's eyes. thinking desperately about the love we could have. As the snow falls onto the hood of my car you slowly open the door and get up just to give me a glance of insecurity. The look on your face, how should I ever forget it you crushed my soul with just a glance. My world came crashing down as if time itself just deleted me out of existence. I imagine this is how it feels when you die and come to realize that there is nothing waiting on the other side. As She shuts my door, I hear the echoes of our memories ring throughout my brain. This is the moment when I understood love, it is shallow, dark, angry, and happy all at once. It is an illusion that walks right through you the moment you look away, so never look away. Always follow the path it asks you to walk, for it only wants what you truly want, to be loved. We all fear that life will tear us down before we can become the person that we truly want to be. We never stop to think about the emotions we hold deep down rather we look for the surface level emotions. It brings us happiness now however, it never last long enough to truly stay. She was what truly brought me happiness, just thinking about it brings me to a pit of despair, a hole only I can climb out of. I sit there outside of her home wondering will I get this chance in another life, to truly understand how I feel to be content with my mistakes and misfortunes. I would say my life came to a halt that day, but sadly it marches on to a beat that is far from my own just a soulmate who wasn't meant to be. Thank you for the time and effort you gave someone as lonely as me. A broken man for many reasons, but you slowly put the pieces back together one after another desperately trying not to get glue on your fingers. I stand here alone in a world full of this surface love hopelessly clinging onto my beliefs grasping my ideas until I have to move on to the next life.
