The Mistress Suffering

The Mistress Suffering Story

I didn't  know why im end up being like this.

I curse my self many times.

Love is a fool sick.

They turn you in a person you didn't  even notice you are.

Masarap nga naman daw ang bawal.

But other humans think that you are a dirty woman like a fucking garbage.

Is being  in love is bad?

Yeah!Yeah!

Wrong wrong wrong.

Lalo na sa taong may asawa na.

But didn't  you know that being a mistress  is so hard?

Oo kasalanan ko rin namang pumatol ako sa may asawa na.

But i love him so much.

I can't  even  imagine my self without him.

Hindi nyo rin ba pwedeng sisihin yung taong may asawa na kasi pumapatol pa sila sa iba.

They are not contented.

Oh ano, ako lang ang mali ha!

I didn't  even demand anything to him.

I can buy my needs  on my own.

I just need someone  who loves  me.

Pero nakita ko lang kasi yun dun sa taong yun eh.

It's very hard seeing  him dating with his wife, kissing and he  can say to many humans that the lady with him is only he's.

I can't  help my heart being teer apart.

If only i see this love in a single man.

Maybe i didn't  experience this kind of shit.

But i can't do anything.

Im just a mistress  now, no rights  for him, i can't  demand any time that i want him by my side.

We can't  even date.

He just visit me when he wants.

Even i miss him so much, i can't ask him.

Do you even tried  to be a mistress?

Nalagay na ba kayo sa kalagayan ko?

Lalo na sa kalgayang lahat ng tao tingin sayo marumi?

Well, what will happen to me now?

What do you think?

Do i deserve  a happy ending?

Or a tragic and so sorrow full ending?

Lets just find out.....