I am Dark's (ASHLEY 1) ☑

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Napalunok ako habang tinatahak ang pamilyar na pathway patungo sa bahay ni dark. Nakahawak sya sa aking beywang ng sobrang higpit, he is still wearing his shades pero dahil nakatagilid sya ngayon sa akin ay kitang kita ko ang mata niya, even with his side view i can sense danger. His jaw clenched and that makes me to let go of my gaze of him.

Napalunok ako ng bumukas na ang double doors. It was opened by two maids, he loosened a little with his grip on my waist when the door at our back is closed. I feel awkward as we walk between guards and maids at our sides.

Fin'lly may katulong na sya. Mga katulong i mean. Pero ano ba talaga ang rason niya kung bakit niya ako dinala sa bahay natu?

I wanna ask him but i think ill get him more mad by asking.

"D-dark.."

"Hmm?"

"Are you ahm mad?"

"Yes."

Napalunok ako at napakagat labi. I slowly sigh and shut my mouth up. I knew it. Well its obvious! I shouldn't even asked! Kinabahan ako ng pumasok kami sa loob ng dining area. There sat a boy with grey messy hair, his arms were crossed, his muscles, biceps are in a full show cause he is wearing a white sleeveless shirt, his face resembles his father's, ang kaninang magkasalubong na kilay ay unti unting nawala, napaawang pa bahagya ang kaniyang bibig, i saw him swallow hard and blink for how many times, probably thinking that hes dreaming.

We stopped walking leaving a 3 meter distance from grey. Napatayo sya at halatang di niya na alam kung ano ang gagawin, his mouth still hangs open while looking at me with full of emotions, my heart broke when i saw anger flashes through his eyes.

Hindi ko na sya hinintay pa, halos takbuhin ko ang distansya namin para lang mayakap sya. Maakap ang anak ko. I closed my eyes when i felt his strkng arms hugging me too.

"Mama.." bulong niya kalaunan ay naramdaman ko ang paghikbi niya. "Mama.." umiiyak niyang saad.

"Grey... im sorry ... im so sorry."bulong ko sa aking anak.

"Mama, you came back. Your real." Nanginginig niyang sabi.

"Yes. Grey. Im sorry." Bulong ko ulit.

Halos ayaw niya akong pakawalan, i dont even know how many minutes we hugged, at kahit pa sabihin nating oras ito ay wala akong pakialam. Not until a strong fingers held my waist to make our hug stop.

"Grey, kumain muna tayo. Hmm?" Sabi ni dark sabay tingin sa akin.

"Y-yeah.." sabi ko at tiningnan si grey na halatang gusto akong maka-usap.

Dark guide me to the seat next to him. His table is now in a round form, it is a four seater table. Grey sat in darks other side, i saw him took a glance at me while not having a smile on his face before pasting his eyes at the plate on his front.

Tinawag ni dark ang mga kasambahay para ilabas ang mga pagkain. I cant even take a look at the food. My eyes were darted to my son whos not looking at me. I wonder if he hates me now? I wonder if he still loves me like before? I wonder if ... he is still the same grey i knew and raised before?

Gustong gusto kong magsalita, kamustahin, at makipag catch up sa anak ko pero pinipigilan ako sa kaisipang galit si dark. I can even see him throwing deadly glares at me in my peripheral view, but im preoccupied of my son.

"Grey, hows school?"

Oo nga pala. He is still at high school, sa pangangatawan niya kasi ay para na syang college. His at grade 10 now?

"Fine. As usual."

"Any quizes?"

"Yep. Perfect."

"Recitations?"

"Same."

"Performance?"

"I danced for our P.E"

"Extra?"

"The principal ask me to take the exam for his son's. "

"And?"

"I said what the fuck."

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko habang palipat lipat na tiningnan si dark at grey. I was waiting for dark to spoke up, to tell vrey that he shouldn't talk to elders like that. Pero bumagsak ang balikat ko ng magsalita sya.

"You should've told him to fuck off." Simpleng sagot ni dark.

"Next time then."grey agrees

Umiling-iling ako habang nakatingin kay dark. Is this how he took care of grey for how many years?

"Grey." Sabi ko sabay tingin sa kaniya. "You shouldn't told him that, i told you not to talk to elders like that." Pangaral ko.

"Yeah. But that was like a decade ago, so i think its not my fucking fault to grew up like this."

Napalunok ako hindi lang dahil sa sinabi niya kundi dahil sa paraan ng pagtingin niya sa akin. He's like dark when his angry. And if darks angry eyes makes me weak and scared, grey's makes me sad and in pain.

Napayuko ako at pinigilang bumuhos ang luha lalo pat nandito kami sa hapag.

"Grey." Pagbabanta ni dark kay grey.

"Sorry papa, im full." Sabi niya sinabayan ko ng tingin ang pagtayo at paglakad niya palayo.

Ng mawala sya sa paningin ko ay saka pa ako tumayo at sumunod sa kaniya, dark didnt stop me and im thankful for that. Nadatnan ko si grey na papasok na sa isang kwarto. He then stopped entering the room when i got closer to him. He then face me while holding the doorknob with his one hand.

His gaze makes me wanna die right now. Nanunumbat ang mga ito, nasasaktan, nalulungkot, nagagalit sa akin! He is not talking but its like his screaming at me. Nahirapan akong magsalita dahil sa paninikip ng dibdib ko pero humugot ako ng malalim na hininga saka nagsalita.

"Grey... im... sorry.." sabi ko at napayuko dahil sa biglaang pagbagsak ng mga luha ko.

Naramdaman ko ang paglapit niya. I felt his fingers shedding my tears away. Agad ko syang niyakap ng mahigpit.

"Im sorry grey... please forgive me, forgive mama." Humihikbing sabi ko.

"Im sorry too mama." Oh god i miss him calling me that. "Sshhhhh... mama stop crying now. Please ." Bulong niya.

Agad kong inalis ang mga luha ko sa mukha ng kumawala ako sa yakap naming dalawa. I stare at him for a while before caressing his cheek, he closed his eyes the moment my palm touches his skin, napangiti ako, he looks like dark, but will he have the same impression if ill do this to him? Will he feel pleased? Will i not make him mad?

"Grey. I want to tell you something ."

Dahan dahang bumakas ang mga mata niya, took a look at my hand thats on his cheek before looking at me.

"Whats is it mama?"

I smiled. Its time grey. Its time.

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