Lost without you

Chapter 1

A/N- Hey everyone this is my first ever fanfic. This story is going to be based around how Jody is coping without Tyler. I want May-li to be a big support for Jody cause I personally love there relationship. I'm also sorry if there is any spelling mistakes I have minor learning difficulties so I struggle with spelling. I  Hope you enjoy!

Jody's POV
That's it he's gone I never thought this day would come I always thought we would leave the DG together and move into a flat together. I would never of thought I would be waving goodbye to him while he jets off on a plane to Saint Lucia I know he will be happy with his mum though. I leave the airport with my luggage with tears in my eyes. I can  see May-Li pulling up in her car It was only a couple of hours ago that  me and Tyler arrived here together in that exact same car about to jet off to Saint Lucia together. I would never of believed 2 hours later that I would be getting back in the car about to head back to the dumping ground. May-li gets out of her car and gives me the biggest hug ' what happened Jody' she says with concerned look on her face.  'That's the problem ' I say to her  ' I really don't know. I got so scared about leaving and about  what would happen when we arrived in Saint Lucia I just freaked out I'm not ready to leave here just yet'. 
May-li gives me another hug ' come on let's get you back home'.

May-Li's POV-
We got into the car and I drove Jody back  home but I can't help but feel so sorry for her. It must of been such a big and hard decision to leave someone you love like that.  I could see her from the rear mirror of my car she looked so upset. I can't imagine how she is feeling at this moment in time. ' you okay' she didn't reply to me. I could see her staring out the window. I wonder what she is thinking about? ' JODY' I shout I made her jump 'uh-huh what?' She replies eventually ' I was saying are you okay? She looks down to the floor ' yeah I'm fine'  I know she's lying I've known Jody for 6 years now I've known her long enough to know when she's lying but I leave her alone for the rest of the journey back.

About half an hour later they arrive back at the Dumping ground.

Jody's POV-  The car journey back to the dumping ground seemed like a lifetime I was so glad when I could see the house at the end of the street. 'May-li? Do the others know I'm coming back?' One question that's been playing on my mind the whole car journey home I really didn't want to be bombarded with a million different questions. ' Yes they do know I haven't told them much apart from your coming back without Tyler but whatever they say Jody they are just concerned about you they are your friends'. Everything  that May-li was saying was correct but I really just wanted  some time on my own. We got out of the car it felt so strange being back here without Tyler. I was so scared to walk back inside all our memories are here. May-li gets my bags out of the boot ' you ready Jody?' I nod my head we walk inside it was very quiet ' where is everyone?'  Just as I said this I see Sasha appear she didn't say anything she just gave me a hug ' you know where I am If you ever need to talk to someone' I smile at her ' thanks Sash ' she smiles at me and walks away. I cart my luggage into my room trying to avoid  contact with anybody. I shut my door and find a picture of me and Tyler and hold it close to my chest and tears streaming down my face. I know he would be still on the plane but I pull my phone out of my pocket and find Tyler number on my phone.
I go to text him:
Jody- Hey Ty, that's me back at the DG it's so strange here without you. Missing you so much already I didn't realise it would this hard without you. Hope you have the best time with your mum. Don't worry about me I'll be fine. Love you so much. Jody xxxx
I then curled up into a ball on my bed and started looking at old pictures of me and Tyler thinking about all our memories realising there would be no more not for a whole anyways crying my eyes out I miss him so much.
I really don't know how I'm going to cope without him.