What's your damage?| Bmc in the style of heathers✔

Lifeboat+ I say no

POV Jeremy

Jake and I went fastly through the hall and as soon as we arrived the exit, we saw how Michael and Rich walked around a corner and disappear.
''There!'' I screamed to Jake because it was still really loud in the school.
Jake nodded and we were almost running into their direction.
''Rich!'' Jake shouted and they turned around surprised.
''What do you want here?'' Michael asked with a red face and teary eyes.

What have I done?!
Dustin?
STFU

''I-ich habe dich gesucht, Mikey.'' I said and stepped forward but Michael raised his hand to stop me.
''Don't..call me that Jeremy, please.'' He whispered quietly and I gulped heavily.
''I'm so so sorry Michael, I didn't mean to- you know.'' I sighed and felt a heavy sadness coming up inside of me.
''Of course,'' He laughed ironic, obviously trying to hold himself back.
''Of course you didn't mean to- know what? Forget it.'' With this words Michael turned around and walked fastly away.
''You shouldn't have done this Jeremy, we talk later Jake.'' Rich nodded and looked at me disturbed while walking backwards until he turned around and walked with Michael.

''Did you cheat on him or somethin'?'' Jake asked and I raised an eyebrow.
''I wish it'd be that.'' I sighed and Jake looked at me confused.
''Wha'?''
''It's worse, but nevermind. I better get going.'' I shrugged and hurried to arrive at the exit of the school.

POV Rich

''Hey you okay?'' I asked while walking with Michael who was barely able to hold back his tears.
''Ye-yeah.'' He just sobbed quietly and I stopped walking.
''It's okay to not be okay Michael,'' I began and he turned around.
''I- I know, but i'm fine, i'm perfect.'' He sighed and threw his hands over his head.
''If you wanna talk I'm here.'' I just said and began to walk again.

______________Time skip_____________

POV Michael

We arrived at the hospital and directly saw Jake who probabaly waited for Rich.
While they talked about whatever, I already went inside our room and sat down while letting my tears run down my cheeks.

''I float in a boat, in a raging black ocean.. low in the water and nowhere to goooo.. '' I began to sing in pain and began to shake a bit.
''The tiniest lifeboat, with the people I knooow,'' While singing these lines, my thought went from Jeremy, to what the squip did, to Rich, to Jake, to Mr. Reyes and Dustin which gave me the feeling that I wanted scream.

''Cold, clammy and crowded, the people smell desperate. We'll sink any minute, so someone must go..the tiniest lifeboat, with the people I know,'' I gulped heavily while I almost fell down from my bed and I hugged my knees at the floor to control my shaking a bit more.

''Everyones pushing!'' My thoughts went to Jake.
''Everyones fighting!'' My thoughts went to Jeremy.
''Storms are approaching there's nowhere to hiiiiiide!'' My thoughts switched to the Squip, what he did and was probabaly still doing.
''If I say the wrong thing!'' My thoughts changed this time to Rich.
''Or I wear the wrong outfit! They'll throw me right over the siiiiiiide!''I screamed out loudly and stood up while hurrying to the bathroom where I slammed the door behind me and collapsed on the floor.

''I'm hugging my knees and the captain is pointing,'' I sobbed painfully and shook my head.
''Well who made the captain?!'' I shouted and the tears were running down my cheeks again.
''Still..the weakest must go, the tiniest lifeboat...full of people I know...the tiniest lifeboat,'' I sighed and sang quietly and in pain.

''Full of people I knoooow...''

At this time POV Rich

''Yeah hey I need to tell you something,'' Jake started and I was already guessing what it was.
''Okay.''
''You are a drug, you are a poison pill, I've got to kick this habit now or else I never will, I love the rush, when you'd hold me cloooose.'' He sang and I stepped a bit backwards, shocked of what he was saying.