hey stranger,
long time no see? it's been a while since i've spoken to you, but i think it's finally time to do that. you've said some clear things and back then i wasn't able to fully accept that. i cried for months, while in the meantime you were enjoying your life. i learned that i never need to love a person too much or i'll hurt my own feelings. i think that you helped me with that and i wanted to thank you for being part of it. we're both young teenagers with a connection but different visions of each other. i admired you because i liked you in a way i never did before, while you had other thoughts of me. it can happen and i fully accept that. the fact that i can't let you go, is because i saw honesty in you that i've never seen in someone else. you were special to me. but at some point we became strangers again. is it my fault? wasn't i that good for you? the only thing you had to do is give me a honest answer. but that was the moment you weren't honest. we were nothing but something. an invisible bond that everybody saw except ourselves. yeah. pretty hard to see what we all had, but lost because you told me the truth. you didn't like me at all. tears have been flowing for months and ended at some point where i became numb. i'll always miss you even though you'll be standing right next to me. even one second of eye contact can make me remember all we had. i'll be waiting. not for you, but when you realise i was one of the people who cared. i'll always will. but the thing is, i have to let you go. yeah, just like that. i have to go away from all our memories to make my brain think straight again about love without thinking about you. so i'll let you go. thank you for being there.
bye stranger
