Darkest Desire (18+)

A PHOTO OF LOVE

I stand in the shower for hours fully cleaning my skin soaking it in vanilla scented wash scrubbing my body. Making my skin silky soft.
I slip into a black jumpsuit the spaghetti straps showing my collarbone well.
I let my hair fall down in a natural curl before walking downstairs to have a quick lunch.
I quickly look at myself one last time. God I shouldn't care how I look for Lorenzo!
I walk over to there house where Samantha greets me in a beautiful long green dress.
"Ahh you are here come in" she says holding my back guiding me in the house
"He is upstairs the third floor I will be outside with mateo" she says smiling at me I nod back at her
Even though I already know where the room is......
"Oh Lela you look lovely" she says as she turns around before walking outside.

I take small slow steps up to the top floor somehow feeling anxious about this all.
Till I am just on the hallway when Lorenzo opens the door in black work pants and a white casual top and his camera around his neck.
"Oh there you are I was wondering where you were" he says smiling at me before leading me into the room where there is now a huge white wall and lights around it all.
"Sorry it's bright" he says walking behind me before setting up the camera
"Do I look okay" I whisper slightly his face turning to look at me
"You look great Lela" he takes my hand in his and leads me to the middle of the white wall the bright lights making me turn away slightly
"Okay Lela feel free do what you like to start with get comfortable" he says looking up from the camera my face going red slightly embarrassed on what to do.
It takes me a few minutes to relax till I see the image from yesterday in front of me and I close my eyes.
Think you are her Lela naked and beautiful...

I start to pose my body taking over my hands on the air laughing serious moments letting lose.
"That's great Lela" Lorenzo says snapping shots from different angles Till he walks up to me my body going straight his hand taking the bobble on my wrist his hands going to my hair.
His hands putting my hair in a messy bun his breathe so close to me. I can't help but notice his muscles the way his arms look so strong.
"There we go" he whispers my hair messy bits falling down my face he takes a few more shots of me serious before he asks me to lay on the floor. He then stands in between me taking close up shots of my face and my eyes I can't help but look up at him seeing how huge he is the way he slowly dips his legs to get closer I can't help but feel some what sexual. His body so close to mine.
"You are really beautiful Lela here takes theses"he says taking my hand in his helping me to stand up placing two sliver bracelets on my arm one with a heart and another with a star
"Thank you" I say as he walks away before coming Back with paint
Why paint?
"I know you are an artist so I wanted you to express yourself and they are a thank you for helping" he says handing me the paints I look up at him a smile on my face at his beautiful gesture looking at the paints then the beautiful bracelets shinning on my arm.
So he remembers things about me?

I take the different paints placing them on my hands before covering my face but leaving my eyes out.
"Theses look amazing" he says admiring me through the camera as he takes a few snaps of me.
It's been at least and hour since we started I finally wash my hands walking back into the room to see Lorenzo standing working on his laptop.
"Would you like to see them" he says looking up at me I nod lightly before walking up standing beside him
"Omg" I whisper at the beauty of the pictures they are all in black and white my eyes piercing through my freckles highlighted so well my laugh looking so beautiful.
"Wow you are amazing at this" I say looking at Lorenzo as he still watches the pictures
"Well it's good someone thinks so" he says now walking to the wall of his pictures.
Did I upset him?
"Someone thinks so" I say confused slowly walking to where Lorenzo is.
"Sam always said I should have never been a photographer. It's not a proper job apparently see how we dropped everything for her to come back here and have her dream job" he says now turning to look at me sadness in his eyes his whole face changing
"How did you and Sam meet" I say taking a seat on the sofa Lorenzo sighs sitting next To me
"Sam came to Spain her mother and father had Just died in a car crash she was only eighteen I guess she wanted to get away from America see the world I was 21 when I meet her"
He says looking start into front of him
"She was so beautiful when I saw her in the market everyone in the town watching her as she walked with such elegance. I just walked straight up to her and asked if I could take her picture. She madly said yes then I took her for a coffee then she stayed with me got a job in Spain in journalism and we lived in Spain she was happy her business was doing well we had just had mateo" he sighs
"But" I say has he now looks at me
"But after Mateo she went different wasn't her normal crazy out going self  she always kept me busy. Kept me going..
I thought maybe she had settled down to fast. I think Sam has only stayed with me because she was so lonely at the time and I was lonely. She hadn't experienced other things that's what she said. Then she got the job opportunity here back home so we moved. I moved because I wanted to make her happy because I knew she wasn't she was so happy when I agreed to move. but being here. I understand how she felt in Spain." He says looking up at me
"Alone do you feel alone" I say looking at him knowing how he feels as he nods at me raw emotion on his face.
I always feel alone.

"I always feel alone" he says taking my hand in his our hands locking
"My mum killed herself after having me she was so depressed my father says" I blurt out looking at him
"I have been alone my whole life not physically but mentally" I say now looking at him.
"You are never alone Lela" he say his hand going to my cheek whipping away my tears.
I didn't realise I was crying till he did that.
Then his hands pulling me into his embrace his lips kissing mine so soft and gentle.
Like he was testing if he should kiss me I kiss him back his lips so rough and warm on mine.
My arms going around his neck wanted to feel him closer till he pulls me on top of him.
His hands slowly going down to my waist his tongue now dancing with mine his stubble brushing against my face. I can't help but moan slightly till I remember what happening a jump off from him.
"Omg I am so sorry" I say standing back
"No sorry it's my fault" he says now awkwardly standing up testing if he should walk closer
"It was just an emotional moment" I say not being able to look at him
"Yes it won't happen again it was nothing" he says now walking to me I nod before walking past him and leaving hurrying down the stairs shocked at what has happened.
"Thanks for having me see you soon" I shout to Sam door before running home my body slumped on the door tears still dry on my face.
His touch still on my lips
I just kissed a married man.

And it's happening people....
Hope you enjoyed as always this chapter was a bit rushed I knew I wanted to get the kiss in!! Xoxoxo